thing's happen on 31st Jan 06

hi guys ~ Gong XI fa Cai. it's been a few days since i update a blog lo... hahaha, sometimes really wondering if my frens got view my blog or not lehz. but nvm... there's always something for me to talk it out. I din't quite enjoy myself during the new yr... cause... alot things happen... and it's a very low mood for me this yr... -.- well... i wanna use this chance to gif say out somethings.

YQ: From the day we knw each other... i din't expect things to turn out this way. i really enjoy the moments when we're hanging out together for the past few mths... really... i enjoy ur company... and everything. i'll cherish the moments and the lesson i've learnt. and i hope u won't avoid me too. if u wanna avoid me, there's nothing i can do or say, cause i don't wish this to happen, even u wan me to gif it up cause i dun wish to lose a fren. Or when we saw each other outside, to me... it won't feel gd to juz walk away pretending not knwing each other. so come on ~ juz close frens... aren't u wan to be juz close frens or buddies during the 1st place? i'm not asking for much rite? if not... pls let me knw wad u wan or how u feel? thkx.

Jialin: hey hey Jialin ~ how are u doing ~!? hahaha... everytime see u online on msn... really dun have a chance to chit chat wif u... really could wish to knw u more... ONLINE lehz... now recently didn't see u online lehz... lolz... well... wad i wanna say is... it's really great knwing u, talking to u. really super no regrets knwing u... no joke ~! haha... cause seldom girls i knw are as crazy as u and YQ when both of u are together... hehehe! hope to see u onlinez ~ cya

HM

Gong Xi Fa Cai

Gong Xi Fa Cai....! hahaha... happy new yr... yet... i don't have the "feeling" or celebrating new yr lehz... sianz sia... muz be the loneliness conquers everything of it.... no company... parents and my younger brother going to malaysia... i'm stuck here alone... till wednesday.... sms some of my frens... they din't reply... or the message center was busy... YQ chat wif me in the afternoon for a short while then went out shopping... so gd...

so lonely...
HM