i need u to tell me how u feel, so we can move onwards together...
i couldn't be the one always tell u how i feel yet u don't wanna tell me how u feel?
how u expect me to know? i don't guess. i couldn't think deep enough. i'm sorry.
i couldn't afford this, i couldn't afford that. Could u understand my situation what i'm going through? i can only give u my attention & care & support to u, what other needs would u like to have?
can u pls tell me how u feel?
Sunday, May 09, 2010
7th May - Angry? Disappointed? Sad? Confused?
if i tell ya this story, how would u feel?
On the Thursday night, i asked Baby if she's free to meet up for lunch. No need for her to travel so far out, i can meet her up at Tampines Area, to spend time with her & have a gd meal before her sch graduation prom night. She say have to see what time she woke up the next morning. i say okay, let me know. The next morning, i woke up early knowing that i don't have enough slp for the past few days, i make an effort waking up early to wash up prepare my stuffs, as when the moment she called, i can straight head out without wasting any precious time. I woke up at 9am, wash up packed my stuff and waited for a her call anxiously. Past noon, no msg/call from her, i msg her 3 msgs & no reply for the past 1 hr. I've waited till 1pm plus, i make the initiative to call her. When she pick up the phone, i ask her if she's free to meet up for lunch. She said she's having lunch with her mum, i was surprised. My heart had a sinking feel, very sad. i said ok, u go have ur lunch then. Then i msg her to have a gd meal. She replied saying "sorry, didn't have the time to msg when i leave home, sorry" when i see that, i replied nvm. she replied me a sad face symbol. i didn't replied, i was very disappointed. so sad that she gave this kinda excuse. For the past 1 hr, u holding on to ur phone not knowing ur phone rang??? i breakdown, cried. why did i cry??? why??? can someone tell me??? didn't slp the whole night that day. too sad to do so...
now how would u feel if u were me?
On the Thursday night, i asked Baby if she's free to meet up for lunch. No need for her to travel so far out, i can meet her up at Tampines Area, to spend time with her & have a gd meal before her sch graduation prom night. She say have to see what time she woke up the next morning. i say okay, let me know. The next morning, i woke up early knowing that i don't have enough slp for the past few days, i make an effort waking up early to wash up prepare my stuffs, as when the moment she called, i can straight head out without wasting any precious time. I woke up at 9am, wash up packed my stuff and waited for a her call anxiously. Past noon, no msg/call from her, i msg her 3 msgs & no reply for the past 1 hr. I've waited till 1pm plus, i make the initiative to call her. When she pick up the phone, i ask her if she's free to meet up for lunch. She said she's having lunch with her mum, i was surprised. My heart had a sinking feel, very sad. i said ok, u go have ur lunch then. Then i msg her to have a gd meal. She replied saying "sorry, didn't have the time to msg when i leave home, sorry" when i see that, i replied nvm. she replied me a sad face symbol. i didn't replied, i was very disappointed. so sad that she gave this kinda excuse. For the past 1 hr, u holding on to ur phone not knowing ur phone rang??? i breakdown, cried. why did i cry??? why??? can someone tell me??? didn't slp the whole night that day. too sad to do so...
now how would u feel if u were me?
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