rushing lab report... not knowing gonna submit on Friday... gonna stay up the whole night to finish and don't even know where to start...

next Thursday is re-exam of 'A' Maths... haven't even started studying... so many to revise...

I've failed all my Biology Semester Test... lowest in class... feel so fucking pathetic...

at this rate... should i even carry on to study????

as for work... so what if i got promoted??? pay now... $1480... big deal... what's worst? no yearly increment... 6mths since the Giant Panda Project Interview... till now still no news yet! Can i hang on?? give me a hint personally...!!! rumors are bullshit...!!! i need news from management!!! at least i know there's something for me to hang on to!!!

life's so screwed up... totally screwed up...

got into car accident... on saturday... dun wanna talk about how it happen... parents know about it... gotten angry... blaming & insisting that i talk on the phone while driving... I DIDN'T!!!!! till now still nagging all over... i'm so sick and tired of it... didnt slp for the past 2 nights... kept having the images in my head... really need to find a place to hang out at till late night, make sure they slp first before i step into the house... to save myself from the nagging...

happen to saw baby's twitter status on my phone this morning, she fainted at home ytd morning... saying she's fine now... so relief she's doing fine now... heartbeat pumped freaking fast... then saw her another status... sayin "u were not there when i needed u, i'm really disappointed and upset... i was all alone... =(((" who's she refering to? guess she already with someone else... no matter how hard i tried to give her my all, the attention, care & concern... i won't be able to have her back by my side...

i miss u... gd nights...