haiz...

hi ladies and gents...
Today, it's a boring day to me... i didn't work today... which means... i'm in office... but didn't work... juz slack ard... wonder ard the base... juz to "siam" my officer... haha... stupid rite? i also find it stupid... if i report sick... not worth it also... sure kana aim... hahaha... oh ya... forgot to mention... we've won the game against SinKee... by 14 points ba... i also forgot liao... when coach puts me on court... i also blur blur go up... paying too much attention on the ball and let me opponent slip through, and get a easy 2 point basket... wah lau... juz went up only less then 10secs... then happen liao... si bei low morale sia... haha... we almost lose out during the 4th quarter somemore.... our defense are slacking down... from leading 20 points, let them chase back to a single digit of 8 points... the lead of 8 points carry on till last 5mins of last quarter and we finally extend the lead to double digits le... hahaha... tat was such a close shave...

today's training ah... haiz... not much ppl lo... only 9 ppl training... morale is super low... no motivation... even though the seniors are encouraging each other... can juz tell from them... the morale is low too... but i juz have to keep on training hard... to fight for a place in the 12 man squad...

Competitions on Wed and Sunday nites.... Trainings on Tues, Thurs and Friday nites.... it's getting on my nerves... feel so left out... so lonely... when frens jio me out for a gathering... i can only say "sorry.... can't make it... got basketball competiton or training" F**k sia... no matter how well i manage the time properly... i juz can't seem to join them to have fun... to knw or concern ard wad's happening... how are they doing... or wad they doing recently...
when i'm finally free and i've jio them out... they can't make it or last min can't make it... i can't blame them... cause they've their own things to do... or i last min jio them is abit rush lo... haha... i think for now... juz see how it goes ba... when ppl jio me... i'll have to try my very very best to join them... juz hate being so left out... haiz...

HM

hihi...

hello to all ~ ~

it's a long time since i create a post le... and almost totally forgot my user id and password... lolx...

well ~ let's start from the 3rd game against chong yi... we lost ~! 66 to 62... knn... totally the same case as our last game sia... pcb... damn fucking du lan... juz really hate it lehz... same thing happen the 2nd time... F*cking fed up sia.... frm 1st quarter... kana scolded to till end of game... -.-"" made alot alot of unforced turnovers... till... the coach gave up on me... frm his looks of it... really can tell... i totally can't make... after tat game... kept thinking... wad's happening to me... how come i'm not playing wad i'm used to play... frens said, my way of playing has been change since my under 18 youth cup... @ 1st i don't believe... until i think back... indeed... my style of playing has changed totally sia... really duno wad's going on... wad made me change to a different style... well... now... i don't decide to change my play back to the past... i've decided to carry on wad i do best... let it be natural... muz think fast and do a gd one... hahaha....!

now... sunday's game against Home United, we lost too, lost by 16 points ba.... BUT ~!!! we made a gd team effort..!! why?! cause... everyone did a very very gd job in defensive today lehz... wau... i'm so motivated... in the court... i didn't think much... juz keep telling myself.... run run run... no matter wad... juz run... haha... somemore... i'm running wif a 38 degree fever... wau... super tired... feel so so so cold when i sit on bench... shivering cold... hehehe.... reach home liao... wa... fever still there.... duno can work on Monday or not lehz... sianz... haha... think have to sweat it out on Monday nite le... go for a jog or something liao... lolx... well... tat's all for now la... duno still can say wad le... if fall sick tomolo... wah... power liao... hahaha....

HM