haiz...

hi ladies and gents...
Today, it's a boring day to me... i didn't work today... which means... i'm in office... but didn't work... juz slack ard... wonder ard the base... juz to "siam" my officer... haha... stupid rite? i also find it stupid... if i report sick... not worth it also... sure kana aim... hahaha... oh ya... forgot to mention... we've won the game against SinKee... by 14 points ba... i also forgot liao... when coach puts me on court... i also blur blur go up... paying too much attention on the ball and let me opponent slip through, and get a easy 2 point basket... wah lau... juz went up only less then 10secs... then happen liao... si bei low morale sia... haha... we almost lose out during the 4th quarter somemore.... our defense are slacking down... from leading 20 points, let them chase back to a single digit of 8 points... the lead of 8 points carry on till last 5mins of last quarter and we finally extend the lead to double digits le... hahaha... tat was such a close shave...

today's training ah... haiz... not much ppl lo... only 9 ppl training... morale is super low... no motivation... even though the seniors are encouraging each other... can juz tell from them... the morale is low too... but i juz have to keep on training hard... to fight for a place in the 12 man squad...

Competitions on Wed and Sunday nites.... Trainings on Tues, Thurs and Friday nites.... it's getting on my nerves... feel so left out... so lonely... when frens jio me out for a gathering... i can only say "sorry.... can't make it... got basketball competiton or training" F**k sia... no matter how well i manage the time properly... i juz can't seem to join them to have fun... to knw or concern ard wad's happening... how are they doing... or wad they doing recently...
when i'm finally free and i've jio them out... they can't make it or last min can't make it... i can't blame them... cause they've their own things to do... or i last min jio them is abit rush lo... haha... i think for now... juz see how it goes ba... when ppl jio me... i'll have to try my very very best to join them... juz hate being so left out... haiz...

HM