31st of July... will be the day i'll be pushed into a surgery rm...
everything's on preparation.... i dun worry for myself...
i'm juz worry about my parents once i fall aslp inside...
when i'm in there... i'm not praying for myself... i'm praying for my parents... not to be so worry...
Mom cried... Dad's worried... my aunts worried... uncles worried... grandpa worried... still keeping frm my grandma... dun wanna gif her the pressure... cause she's very old le...

rite now... i need a companion, my other half.... a person... to gif me a shoulder to lean on... to talk to... a person to care and concern for me... am i gifing a high expectation? but... tat's wad i wan frm a relationship... =)

will blog again once i'm out of hospital... anything msg me ya?
take care guys and ladies... =)
see u soon...

"To Jesus, God... i pray... to gif me te strength... the might... the courage...
to fight this battle... to win this battle...
bless my family and relatives.... frens... and love one..."

crying and praying...
HM(-__-)