thing's happen on 31st Jan 06

hi guys ~ Gong XI fa Cai. it's been a few days since i update a blog lo... hahaha, sometimes really wondering if my frens got view my blog or not lehz. but nvm... there's always something for me to talk it out. I din't quite enjoy myself during the new yr... cause... alot things happen... and it's a very low mood for me this yr... -.- well... i wanna use this chance to gif say out somethings.

YQ: From the day we knw each other... i din't expect things to turn out this way. i really enjoy the moments when we're hanging out together for the past few mths... really... i enjoy ur company... and everything. i'll cherish the moments and the lesson i've learnt. and i hope u won't avoid me too. if u wanna avoid me, there's nothing i can do or say, cause i don't wish this to happen, even u wan me to gif it up cause i dun wish to lose a fren. Or when we saw each other outside, to me... it won't feel gd to juz walk away pretending not knwing each other. so come on ~ juz close frens... aren't u wan to be juz close frens or buddies during the 1st place? i'm not asking for much rite? if not... pls let me knw wad u wan or how u feel? thkx.

Jialin: hey hey Jialin ~ how are u doing ~!? hahaha... everytime see u online on msn... really dun have a chance to chit chat wif u... really could wish to knw u more... ONLINE lehz... now recently didn't see u online lehz... lolz... well... wad i wanna say is... it's really great knwing u, talking to u. really super no regrets knwing u... no joke ~! haha... cause seldom girls i knw are as crazy as u and YQ when both of u are together... hehehe! hope to see u onlinez ~ cya

HM

Gong Xi Fa Cai

Gong Xi Fa Cai....! hahaha... happy new yr... yet... i don't have the "feeling" or celebrating new yr lehz... sianz sia... muz be the loneliness conquers everything of it.... no company... parents and my younger brother going to malaysia... i'm stuck here alone... till wednesday.... sms some of my frens... they din't reply... or the message center was busy... YQ chat wif me in the afternoon for a short while then went out shopping... so gd...

so lonely...
HM

BORing Day....

so boring today nehz... work until 11am... slp until 3pm... handphone didn't rang... noone called... noone sms.... so boring... only thing i've sms is to YQ a gd nite sms nia... hope i din't interrupt her slpt during tat time... noone jio me out... so boring... lsat min jio fren accompany for a short chit chat session.... Nothing to say... looking forward to 3rd of Feb... a chance to go out wif her... hoping she'll enjoy herself during tat day... =)

HM

sianz....

today woke up @ 10 something... cause i'm on medical leave today... due to eye infection... duno why the medical officer wans to gif me 2 days MC... sianz 1/2... slack @ home... then go training @ paya lebar... when reach home... very tired liao...mentally is tired... but physically... still okie... hahaha... before creating a post... i've saw Jay Chou's MTV... "feng"... very nice and touching... if possible... get help from my frens to send me the video... hahaha....! i'm very lazy rite? bo bian...
tat's me... well... think i'll stop here... chinese new yr coming lo... WISH EVERYONE A VERY HAPPY CHINESE NEW YR.

HM

Finally...

got the chance to update... but recently... there's nothing much happen... same old thing lo... after work... go home rest... nothing to do then watch tv... stare the ceiling... super lonely sia... even though i'm used to it... but i still need company... well... everytime when i'm alone outside... i always think of this... when my frens, buddies, even my younger god-sis... even the person i luv... i'm always by their side... always be there for them... when i'm in need of company... who can i look for? i'm not saying they are not there for me... it's tat... when i need company... who can i look to? most of them attached... busy doing sch work... some not free... hahaha... maybe i think too much or wad la... today i've a swollen pimple on the back of my shoulder... so painful... can't rest on it... slping also got prob... keep coughing non-stop today... keep eating the strepsils also no use... sianz... think tonite will be another slpless nite le...~ =(

HM

not feeling very well....

last nite went drinking wif my primary sch mate, we drank chivas wif mix of green tea. i also duno how much chivas i poured in my cup before adding the green tea... think i poured a small amount only ba... @ 1st very nice lehz... super nice... then... ard 15 cups later... go to nearby coffeeshop toilet... walking in a zigzag way... even though i knw wad i'm doing... juz doesn't feel rite.... is tat mean i'm drunk? lolx... i also duno... i din't get drunk before... maybe i'm weak ba...
after coming out fro toilet... then walk a little bitz better... hahaha... after finish drinking tat bottle... we left... took a mercz cab home... reach home ard 4am plus... took a bath then time is ard 5 plus... lied on the bed... guess wad... i can't slp... till 7am in the morning i started to slp.. woke up @ 10am this morning... got woke up by the stupid radio....! damn... i tried to went back to slp... but i can't... too hot... and i woke up... worst... walking zigzag again!!!! then bath... help my auntie wif her work... then go play ball... RAIN AGAIN ~!!! sianz... slack @ lot1 mac for 30mins then went home... now having a slight fever... wif heavy headache.... help ~!!!!!! ='(

H.M

i'm back...

finally... my camp's exercise is officially over... waiting for this period for a long time... ard 4 days inclusive of today... lolz... work from morning 0800hrs to 1900hrs... wah... can die man... then din't go training today... no mood to attend... really tired le... last nite doing night shift... then come back in morning... Ronglie... sorry for not attending the training today. paiseh... today din't get to chit chat wif YQ for a longer period of time... cause she's too tired... can tell la.. chatting wif me, wif her eyes close... power... when she told me tat... i feel so guilty =p... quickly tell her to go to slp.. otherwise can't wake up tomolo. or woke up late... lolx... this time i'm prepared le... next time she beat me... won't feel anymore pain... cause... I'VE TRAINED MYSELF ~!!! I've GOT MORE FATS LIAO....! WAH HAHAHAHA....! NO NEED TO BE SCARE OF HER LIAO ~!!! let her beat also no problemz... lolx....

cheers.
H.M

yawnz... *_*

back from work le... so busy today... shit load of work... tomolo morning shift again... even more sianz... lolx, well since i'm back le... complain also no use... still have to report tomolo... cause tomolo was the last day of excerise liao..!

I hate Wednesdays... cause there's nothing to do @ nite... no programe... jio ppl also got problemz... haiz... super lonely Wednesdays... i juz hate being alone... bleahz....

CheErs
H.M

Morning ~

Today working on afternoon shift... so, i can create a new post now. hahaha.... but even though can woke up late, i still receive calls early in the morning! damn... so tired to receive it.... haiz... today also duno working until wad time... In the paper says 1pm till flying completes... wau...
really can't guess wad time can finish.

YQ: During last nite, i'm sorry if i talk abit harsh to u when u're about to hung up the phone... i really wish to knw wad happen to u and ur boyfren last nite. i've asked u wad happen... and u din't tell me, but it's okie... i'm not angry nor unhappy... it's juz tat, i dun wish to see u or feel tat u're unhappy or sianz sianz. Ur boyfren wans u to change... come on... why force urself to it? i really dun wan u to change... cause... i luv wad u are and who u are rite now. even we din't have the chance meet for these past few weeks... i really miss the smile on ur face... ur laughs, and we fight wif each other(well... mostly juz let u beat me, no chance to fight back cause u're a lady)... -.-"... lolx... Anything juz call me k? my phone's always on my left top pocket.

From
H.M

back...

whew... back from training, but not really training... cause only 7 guys including me...

juz play play 3on3... then come home... today's life is so simple... juz tat i still left is a full time girlfren....! hahaha... then i can consider myself the most luckiest man....!

wah hahahaha....!

cheers
H.M

Back From Work

Today's camp 2nd day of excerise.... so busy from morning to changing shift...
tomolo working nite shift somemore...

juz reach home this time... put up a new post... then change of clothes... and go to safsa training... i'm quite surprise my ankle's not hurt already... think it's juz a slight twist last nite ba...

well... i'm off le... if training cancel... i'll come home and play game and post it new one... if possible. or see if got any programe or something ba...

to those who knw me... call me if there's anything.

cheers
H.M

ouchz... ~

today is the 1st day of my camp's excerise.... boring ~!!! so busy from 0730hrs to 1845hrs... -.-" after work... rush home lo... take cab... hahaha... then change clothes, go to yew tee cc meet my buddies for a ball game ~!!! yeah...! play play... when about to lights off...! juz about~!!! i sprained my rite ankle...!!! and dislocated my rite shoulder joint~!!! this whole thing sux...! juz sux hard ~!

really boring ~!!! but heck care... Tuesday got SAFSA training... muz work hard...!

1st Gd News ~!!!
Jet Li movie is out ~!!! this mth 26th ~!!! oh MAN ~!! i can't wait for it ~!!! WAH ~!!!
hahahaha....!
2nd Gd News ~!!!
One of my buddies passed me all Jay Chou's album CD lehz...! hahaha... even though i'm not crazy of him... but i certainly love some of his music tracks.. then i can transfer every song tat i love in to my ipod mini.

well...
think tat's all for now... will update again when i'm online!

CheeRs
H.M

my Stupid 1st posting..... -.-" " "

wad the hell....?!

i'm still trying to play wif this blog... Sorry if there's nothing much on it.
gif me a bit more time to figure out the function, etc...

for now... i wanna gif a Shout Out... To EveryOne who's watching this ~! hahaha...!
Show Me Some Support K?

thkx
H.M