happy chinese new yr to everyone...!!! from this post, wanna thank everyone who sent me their warmest and nicest chinese new yr greetings. and sorry for not replying back and sorry to everyone that i didn't send any greetings to u. pls accept my sincerest apologies.

it's chinese new yr, yet i dun have the chinese new yr mood. not really looking for this occasion, only looking for the long weekend holiday instead. haha... didn't go out much during the new yr, only visit my grandma's house then go back home for rest, and go out wif frens for gathering or something.

national basketball league is just next week, i'm not playing due to injuries, should i be there to support my frens @ the spectators stand? or should i just Missing In Action for that period till the whole competition? i just ended my season last yr, will i have a chance to play in that league? will i have another shot to get back to the s'pore team trail again? these questions still remains a mystery to me. when i'm out of the army, where should i go? guess this last question should be answered before any of these question can be answered. well, 4mths more till i ORD, see how it goes ba. i still have to look for a job too.

everything is hanging on to the last line.... wad's my deicision? when time comes, everything will be answered.

rgds,
HongMing

here it comes, chinese new yr. juz before this occasion, Valentine's Day. Anyone wanna date me? well... guess not... anyway.... 4mths more... till ORD... really can't wait... hope it comes sooner... really sick and tired in the life i've been through in my attach unit...

really tired past few days, been to gym after work, not enough slp the next day. causing my temper to get worst every now and then. A simple thing is enough to me so mad tat i have to swallow it myself, not expressing to any or everyone. ppl might think i'm crazy.

Everytime i say, "i'm willing to gif u my shoulder for u to lean on", "be always there for u", this time, i really need someone's shoulder to lean on, someone whom i can share my problems wif, someone i can trust, somone to encourage and motivate me whenever i'm down.

really wish u can appear rite in front of me now, even though that's impossible. but i'll be waiting for that moment.

long long time didn't update my blog... kana scolding frm ppl who visited my blog, just now already kana scolding from Gary liao... haha... very lazy to update la... only got time to chitchat @ my tagboard only... wah hahaha... for my injury condition, just recenlty start to play light basketball... still can't play very physically yet... it's a long time since i run, so... just running up and down a few times already panting like mad le, gasping for oxygen... can tell my condition is worst then i think... looks like i have to work hard to get back my usual condition, it's gonna be a tough time... cause New Yr's COMING !!!! haha... eating and drinking... wah.... i gonna have to work double hard after New Yr liao... otherwise confirm cannot make it ah... haha...

Time flies nehz... New Yr le... last New Yr isn't a memorable for me... and i dun wish to talk about it.... haha... wanna knw about it... can call me personally, and i'll tell u la... haha... counting down to 5mths... will be end of my national service le... haha... after tat, ur life won't be the same again... well... depends la... diff ppl diff thinking... haha... let's see how it goes....

well... tat's all for now le... wanna knw more story regarding why i didn't update recently? call me lo... hahaha... cya!

HongMing

HaPPy New Yr !!!!
Best WisHEs To EverYonez.
Able To FulFil Ur New Yr ReSouLtiOnz.
ThoSe whO SinGle, WisH u HavE a LovEly GiRlFreN/BoyFrEn soon.
ThoSe Who ArE Not, WisH u All Have A lOng And LOvEly Realtionship AhEad.
ThoSe Who ARe CouPle "to BE"... JIa YOU!!!!!

WannA Thank My Family, GrandMa, and Grandpa, my Aunts and Uncles, and Uncle Joe for
showing, giving me the care and concern frm the day i operate my lower back. TimE FilEs, it's
been 6mths, injury is healing nice and smoothly. Also wanna thank my frens who came and visit me during my stay in hospital, Steven (siglap), my safsa team captain, RongLie, Roy, Collin and Mars, Jenny and Alice the
twins sister, 1SG Saw, my senior in my unit. And Jason and family for bringing me out for late
nite snacks and bring me home after watching games. thank u so much!!!

as for my new yr wishes, er.. will it come true if i say it out? haha! the rest will be God's decision.
1st wish: to get better ! can't wait to get back on court. hahaha, really miss playing wif my frens.

2nd wish:to Have a Wonder and Caring Girlfren, then my relatives will gif me and her a BIG FAT JUICY "HongBao"!!! hahaha...! tat's part of the reason la. hehe.

tat's all le... hope to see u guys soon!!!
hapPy NeW YEAr!!
HongMing

rainy days going on and on... staying home... resting and resting...
when can i play bball again....? how long can i take this misery...?
i've once said tat, i've get used to it... dun think i can take it any longer...
"hao xin ku"....

wenting clubbing @ Obar last nite, very nice... and it's a long time since i've been there... see lots of frens and buddies there, even my camp mates also there ~! Very surprising ~!!! hahaha...! too bad i didn't bring my digital camera there... wad a waste... hahaha.... but all of us have lots of fun anyway.

christmas juz ard the corner... christmas lights were up, it's a gold colour theme this yr... very grand... hope to take a nice walk in town wif a special lady this yr... tat's my christmas wish this yr. hahaha.... =b

looking forward to the hantu trip... juz hope everything goes well... kept praying...

6mths past since my operation, 'A' division league has been postpone to March. let's hope i've enough time to prepare myself. And once again, fight side by side wif my Safsa mates again ~!
Praying for a fast recovery... hope my doctor give me permission to starting light training when i see him on 5th Jan...

PrayIng Hard.
H.MING

Da Pump - Christmas Night

a nice christmas video by my fav Jpop boyband, Da Pump

Cloudy and thundering Wednesday... hahaha.... might not be studying... parents can't afford... i dun wanna go for part-time... way too troublesome for me... haiz... wad to do....

H.MING

wad a tuesday.... rainy... so boring and tired...

i have a very bad and stupid habit... never think before i talk...
becos of this habit... a slip out of my mouth... i've made my fren cried...
i've said sorry... but... doesn't help...
can't forgive myself...

H.MinG

A NicE SonG By ChrIS BroWn, Say GoodBye. If U waN thE Song.Juz LeT mE kNw. i'll SeNd iT to U. heRe GoeS.

(Sigh) Look...we gotta talk
Dang, I know I know
But it's, it's just some things I gotta get off chest, alright?

Yeah. Woo, ooo, woo, ooo, woo, ooo
Listen

(Verse 1:)
Baby come here an' sit down let's talk I got alot to say so I guess i'll start by sayin that i luv you but you know this thing ain't been a walk in the park (for us) I swear it'll only take a minute you'll understand when i finish yeah and i don't want 2 see u cry but i don't want 2 be the one 2 tell u a lie so...

[HOOK]
How do you let go? when you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the doorWhen you're walking out, talk about it and
Everything I tried to remember to say
Just went out my head
So I'ma do the best I can to get you to understand
Cause I know!!

[CHORUS]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
'Cause I really don't feel the way i once felt about u
Girl it's not you, it's me
I gotta gotta figure out what I need oh
There's never a right time to say goodbye

(Verse 2:)
Girl I know your heart is breaking
And a thousand times I
Found myself asking, "Why? Why?"
Why am I taking so long to say this?
But trust me, girl I never
Meant to crush your world
And I never
Thought I would see the day we'd grow apart
And I wanna know...

[HOOK]
how do you let go? when you,
You just don't know? what's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Girl I hope you understand
What i'm tryna say.
We just can't go on
Pretending that we get along
Girl how you not gonna see that i'm hurt?

[CHORUS]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
'Cause I really don't feel the way i once felt about u
Girl it's not you, it's me
I gotta gotta figure out what I need oh
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

(Verse 3:)
Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
I, I just can't do it
Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
And sometimes it makes me wanna cry
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh [2x]
Do you hear me crying?
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

[CHORUS]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
'Cause I really don't feel the way i once felt about you
Girl it's not you, it's me
I gotta gotta figure out what I need oh
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

hi all, it's been 2 weeks since my last post. as usual, still can't play ball... still not 100% fit to play, think my hope of representing SAFSA playing the 'A' division league has to abort in order to play better in the future. Teammates of SAFSA, i'm so so sorry. Ronglie... i'm really sorry... let's hope we'll have a chance to play again? really looking forward to tat...

everything have to be pushback, in order to play better and carrying less burden... have to be moer then 100% fit as last time... questions keep poping to my head everyday and nite. wad can i do after my army... have been thinking to study @ a poly, as for course... hoping to get into a course regarding electronics, i dun wish to go for electrical... felt tat, there's so few varities among electrical. as for basketball club? still haven't think of where to go yet... and still duno how to talk to ah san also... anyway... when tat happens then see how it goes ba... i dun even have the time to commit for anything except my work in my camp... so tired... tat i have to take mc today...

watched STEP UP on Saturday, a very very nice movie... after watching this movie... Roy jio me to go lock & pop dancing lessons wif me... haha... i'm fine wif it... juz tat i'm abit shy.. haha... anyway... after watching this movie... it inspires me to work hard... to achieve wad u wanna achieve... during the stage... even ur relationship wif ur frens... can get bad... choosing inbetween ur dreams and frens... yet this guy in the movie shows he can achieve his dream and @ the same time trying his best to maintain his relationship wif his buddy... it's a great movie... i dun mind watching it again... haha...

will post till here... will be back again.

H.MING

have lots of fun @ riverine last nite... haha... laughter and fun... it's was a very enjoyable friday nite... but today's saturday... staying @ home doing nothing... oh my god...! haha... went to my frens house to look after his dog while he's out for a appt... then reach home... slack for a moment then go out for dinner... then now juz came back having my dinner @ Mac alone... called up my frens... all not free... hehe... nvm lo... eat on my my own lo... i also can't force them to join me for dinner ma... it's a long time since i keep calling out my frens to join me for dinner... haha! this kind of timing... should be @ a basketball court packing up my stuff and go for dinner le... talking about basketball... it's been a very long time since i've played... since April.. once i off work... reach home... is rest rest rest... of cos, seeing ppl play... it's very very very tempting for me... but wad can i do...? lan lan suck thumb lo... hahaha!! resting resting and resting... time files... 8mths of resting period... treating it like a normal daily life... it's like... basketball doesn't exist in me... feel so free after work... staying @ home alone... watching tv... this isn't my life which i'm having in the past... but i'm used to it liao... but when i'm back to my usual lifestyle... haha... definately got probs... hahaha!!! well... think tat's all for now... post till here... will post again soon...

p.s: " wanna thank all ppl including (annoymous) who visited my blog and taking ur precious time seeing my post... and leaving a msg @ the tagboard... thank u all so much..."

H.Ming(-_-)
if i can start frm the beginning, starting frm whichever part of my daily life... i'll put in more and even more effort, time and love to the person or the things i wanna achieve.
luv u all... cya soon....

hao Lei ah... sunday nite dinner's @ the cineliesure hongkong restaurant... reach there 9pm... chit chat until 1am lehz... so many things to talk about... before the dinner... took neoprint... hahaha...

here are the pics guys... enjoy... oh ya... i've already maximize the whole thing liao... haha...

























CyA...
H.MinG (^ _ ^)

HeLLo... My TagBoard's got problem again... i can't see anything... can u guys/ladies see anything? haiz... problem lehz... EnNinGx... i'll need Ur Help fOr THis le... thanks....

So TirEd... Once back to work... my jobscope's been widen le...more work to do... dun even have the time to go for teabreaks... lunch is also abit difficult le... haiz... si bei stress... i'm only @ the learning stage only... already got so much load of work to do... can i really make it...? i still to need to attend my physio twice a week... how am i gonna finish my work on the day i've my physio... i'm so so busted... duno wad my Mdm gonna say...

it's been 7mths since i've played my last competition... how i've wish to play now... seeing frens play... i'm feel so eagered to play too... and i've put on 8kg le...!! how am i gonna lost 8kg lehz... so screwed up... morale's really very low now... damn...

by the time i've fully recovered... most of the national players would have stop playing already... really dun know if i've still got the motivation to aim for national team trail... i'm so so far behind... not really sure if i can keep up anymore...

Feel so low morale...
H.Ming (-_-)

3rd Oct, HappY 18th BirTHdaY to Sheryl...!!!
5th OcT, HapPy BirThday To HAnlIng and HapPy BirThday tO JinQianG...!!! haha...!!
6th Oct, HapPy BirThdaY to Ann..!! And HapPy BirThday To CelIne...!!
7th OcT, HapPy 21st BirTHdaY to WAnXia....!!!

TO EveRyonE, MAy UR WisH ComE TruE ~!!! aNd God BlEsS U~!! CyA All SoOn..!!


To QiYan And FeNGyI...

ThOUgh I've Say it OncE or TwiCe... i'll Still Say It AgaIn... COnGraTulAtiOns...!!
it'S TheIr Customary TOdaY ~! haha...!! thkx for letting me to be ur brother...!! hahaha... have lots of fun... even though everyone's tired... and Due to tHe HAzY WeatHer... yet all still pull through...!! haha...!!! EveRYonE RoCkz...!!!

BeSt WIshEs To Both Of U~!!



HellO EveRYOnE...!!!
it's a VerY HazY DaY... PSI reading was 143 when i last seen it... it'll might be still worsen as time comes... juz imagine tat i can't seen bukit timah hill from my house... very worst huh? anyway, to anyone whose sensitive to the haze... or sick due to the hazy weather... pls take gd care or urself ya? especially to those ppl i knw... playing for the inter poly-ite cup this coming week... playing bbaxn league on weekends... and the 7-11 cup also... if u guys aren't feeling well... pls... dun be stubborn and still play hor... i dun wanna go watch game and see any of my best frens panting like mad gasping for air... -.-" to the guys... GaRy... En NinG... i'm sorry tat i can't be there to watch ur game... as i'm on overtime duty on tues and thurs... i'll try to make it for the upcoming games if possible... and Debbie... sorry i can't make it for the game yesterday nite... Due To mY Base Anniversary DInner... hope u play well last nite...

lastly... to everyone whose playing in any upcoming competition... play hard and smart... even the slightest effort u put on/off the court... it'll be rewarded back for sure... juz be paitient... opportunity will be there... even if ur sch coach doesn't see it... the spectators will sure see it... Jia You EveRYonE...!!! TakE caRe anD Cya SooN...

oPps... one more last thing... EnNinGx... there's something wrong wif my tagboard le... haha... duno how to fix it... so have to come to u... sorry ah... and i can't access to ur blog too... did u change it? let me knw ya? if u dont't have the username and passwword to my acc. sms me too? thanks alot...!! (^_^)

ScRew wadEveR HAze tat's EfFeCtINg EveRyoNe...
H.MinG (^_^)

hello to all... finally back to camp le... lots of stuff to do once i've got back... loads of paper work... very tiring and boring... totally no mood to work @ all... still have 2nd round tomolo... si bei sianz... after my work... go watch Debbie's 1st game for the competition @ Republic Poly alone...
it's a gd game... gd fight... it's only the 1st game... so keep up the gd work... Debbie... juz play by instincts... well... tat's wad i do always... -.-" can't believe i can play until this level juz by instincts... muz be damn lucky... after the game then go home alone... si bei boring lehz... argh....!!! haven't eaten my dinner yet also... suckx... have to go find things edible ard my house liao... if not... have to stay this way till tomolo lunch in camp le... =(

tomolo will be gary's game... and en ning's game... Gd Luck to Both Of U~!! play hard... of cos... and play smart too... -.-" " and for Debbie's upcoming game... Gd Luck Too...! i'll try my best to be there for the games... juz do ur best... u'll have my mentally support... hahahaha!!! =p

wanna use this chance... to

Congratulate Qi Yan and FengYi... the New Wedding Couple... best wishes to both of u...!!! thanks for inviting me to the wedding dinner... and Qi Yan... thanks... for the glass of red wine... hahaha...!

HapPy BirThdaY to my "lil Sis" ShiHui... for her 20th birthday...! hope ur dreams come true soon...

lastly... to all children... a Very HapPy ChiLDrEn'S Day...!!

cYa SOoN...
H.Ming(-_-)

HaPpY 21St BirThday To SaRaH...!

Finally 21 lo... haha... take care always... and cya soon....!

HaPpY 25th BirThday TO PauLine...!

let's meet up wif the rest when there's a chance... cya sOon...!

God BleSS U all... take care...
H.Ming(-_-)

duno why... for this week... went damn super slow... feel so lonely... back in a place where's darkness... no light...

so lonely... yet sad... not sure why...i'm staying @ home all day... eating instant noodles... tibits.. drinking plain water... eating ice-cream...

feel so useless... feel so tired... pain... totally can't do anything... really wish this ends soon... otherwise... i'll be mentally dying of depression...

H.Ming(-_-)

hey... hey.... i'm back creating a post again... hahaha...

18th of Sept...
Congrats to Pauline... my ex-working college... R.O.M yesterday....! God bless u and ur husband... wish u all happy always...

Congrats to Joan... little "sister"... haha... Happy 21st Birthday ~!!! hahaha....

god bless u all...
H.Ming(^_^)