been a week since i hurt my ankle... the ankle joint is still swollen... rashes all over... very itchy... scratch till skins peels off... bruises all over my joint... haiz... bad sign man... how to recover in time? looks like giving myself till Friday for full recover... will be a difficult task to fulfill... really hope i can recover and start playing this coming Friday... Just in case, coach and the guys getting me to take part in the small competition @ YTCC... 1st game might be @ 1st week of June... quite a rush... =( i've been resting for so long since my operation... now... this happen... thinking back the day i've hurt my ankle... heartaches... efforts training... conditioning... gone down to the drain nehz... super low morale lehz... -_-...

haiz... super boring since Tuesday Nite... training @ Rongda... left 10mins to lights off... yet i hurt my ankle... super swollen... super pain... super difficult to walk...kept calling my frens... who have clutches... to borrow me... lucky Roy's able to help... along came steve, both of them acc me to NUH A&E to register and acc me throughout the whole nite... waited for 4hrs just for consulation... so pissed off... and doc's excues is... " realy sorry, have forgotten u..." damn... i'm so big size... everytime u open ur door can already see me in front of u, yet u say u've forgotten about me... wad kind of doc is this lehz... haiz... anyway... gd news is... there's no sign of fracture... but bad news is... doc says i've might torn my ligament... well... it's better then fracture anyway... the next day i woke up, the relief of pain is so much better then last nite... at least now i can barely walk without the clutches... but i'll still use it when i'm out... just in case... hahaha... i'll be seeing a chinese doc tomolo @ CCK now it's swollen i've problem wearing my sandals... hopefully the chinese doc will be able to "reduce" the size of the swollen, otherwise i won't be going anyway... -_-" i've rest for 9mths since my operation... now efforts spend on the training went straight down to the drain... so sadz... have to rest for 2 weeks again... must get well soon... no matter wad...

haiz... super boring since Tuesday Nite... training @ Rongda... left 10mins to lights off... yet i hurt my ankle... super swollen... super pain... super difficult to walk...kept calling my frens... who have clutches... to borrow me... lucky Roy's able to help... along came steve, both of them acc me to NUH A&E to register and acc me throughout the whole nite... waited for 4hrs just for consulation... so pissed off... and doc's excues is... " realy sorry, have forgotten u..." damn... i'm so big size... everytime u open ur door can already see me in front of u, yet u say u've forgotten about me... wad kind of doc is this lehz... haiz... anyway... gd news is... there's no sign of fracture... but bad news is... doc says i've might torn my ligament... well... it's better then fracture anyway... the next day i woke up, the relief of pain is so much better then last nite... at least now i can barely walk without the clutches... but i'll still use it when i'm out... just in case... hahaha... i'll be seeing a chinese doc tomolo @ CCK now it's swollen i've problem wearing my sandals... hopefully the chinese doc will be able to "reduce" the size of the swollen, otherwise i won't be going anyway... -_-" i've rest for 9mths since my operation... now efforts spend on the training went straight down to the drain... so sadz... have to rest for 2 weeks again... must get well soon... no matter wad...

feel so sick... stomach cramp... wif high fever... think this is the worst illness i had so far... feel so terrible... pls recover soon... really can't take this kind of pain... went into the toilet multiple times... headache and fever makes my head gonna explode... doc gave me MC for 2 days... wondering it there's enough time to recover... feel so terrible now... =( haiz...

praying for fast recovery....

hmmm... si bei sianz... nothing to do... might as well type out my "weekly schedule" hahaha....
Mondays: playing ball @ ytcc...
Tuesdays: Training @ ytcc....
Wednesdays: Free...
Thursdays: Free...
Fridays: Training @ Ytcc, after training will be Free....
Saturdays: helping out my Auntie, Free in Late Afternoons....
Sundays: Wif Family till Late Afternoon, then Free...

tat's my programe... haha... -_-

somebody scold me... say my blog's so dead... she so mean... =(
no time to update ma... hahaha... dun like that la... close 1 eye abit lo... hahaha... well... ACTUALLY.... it's not i'm busy... just that... i'm so so so lazy to update... wad's more... my house no more computer le... only can use my younger brother's laptop lo... he's using it very often ma... i also bo bian lo... Miss Sarah... pls be kind enough to "spon" me a desktop? i'll be very very glad to update my blog EVERYDAY nehz... hahaha...!!! when u wanna acc me eat sushi buffet? say anytime... gif me a date la... i'll make sure i be free... hahaha...!

2mths more... ORD lo... haha... after this 2 yrs of chapter ends... it's time for another new chapter... new challenge... have to be mentally prepare wad's coming ahead of me...

presently... i'm now having basketball training lo... really need to cut down some weight.. it's dragging me down... have to physical and mentally fit... otherwise it'll be difficult to play wif my frens... so... currently... i'm training @ EngTat Hornets... have been training there for almost 1mth or so... reason for leaving Tagawa... would rather to keep it to myself... if u desperately wanna know... come ask me personally ba... =) it's really sad to leave... some ppl may think it's selfish... but i'm sure others will understand... if they dun, i don't have a choice... training @ EngTat... everyone there gave me lots of lots of motivation... makes me feel like home... didn't know there's so many "jokers" there... including the older batch of seniors... haha... well... that's all for now... will try to update more...

P.s: Sarah... pls read k...? hahahaha!! =P any wrong spelling... wrong vocab or grammar... sms me k? hahaha....!!!!!=b

hi everyone, it's been a mth or so since my last post, ppl who came and visit my blog yet see no updates... my apologies...

now... about myself for the past 1 mth... nothing's change... i'm still as fat as ever... still weighing @ a 122kg, no change in height... how i wish i increase my height... hahaha... i'm still excersing...
3mths more... to ORD...!!!! hahaha... can't wait till that day le... after that... i'll be a free agent... mind made up not going back to tagawa... it doesn't feel like home since my youth days... really enjoy & miss those times during my youth cup periods... felt like a total stranger when i attend just 1 training during my resting periods... from that moment onwards... i guess it's my time to leave... going to a team wif more motivation & encouragement... setting a new target, achivement... getting into a new enviroment... all the best... & all the way...!!! no regrets... just memories left inside my mind... all the gd time i had wif buddies(no need mention the names, u know who u are... haha...) in tagawa... okies... that's all i'll say... more updates... pls see frenster ba... maybe it helps... hahaha... add is hongming_84@hotmail.com

cheers all...
HongMing

hi all, didn't update my blog for quite a while, really sorry about it, just sometimes really lazy to blog la... hahaha.... New Yr's over le... any holiday tat i can look forward to? well... still long ah... but... 3mths more.... i'll complete my national service le... time really flies nehz... wah hahaha... finally can see my pink IC le... wah hahaha.... and... I've INCREASE WEIGHT again !!!! why lehz...?? damn morale low lehz... from 120kg... now 123kg lehz... wah lau... tat's alot lo... can't tahan lehz... maybe ate too much ba... but i didn't ate tat much lehz... how come lehz... sibei boring lehz... efforts wasted... hai... my back not completely recover... otherwise sure can exercise more de...

anyway.... there's might be somebody was looking for the past 1 week, and u can't get through to me via hp... tat's becos my line has been suspended by M1, now using a prepaid starhub line for this week... no. is 81467184... i'll be reachable by this number... once my old line has been renewed... will let u know... hahaha... GARY !!!! i update liao... just to keep u busy to read this post... bleah... =p

one more thing, been hearing frens saying i'm playing for a "mo Mo" club after i ORD... dun anyhow spread when u duno hor... u wanna know ah? come ask me la... my number's on the blog liao... come la... ask me... i'll gif u the ans... wah hahahhaahaha.....

happy chinese new yr to everyone...!!! from this post, wanna thank everyone who sent me their warmest and nicest chinese new yr greetings. and sorry for not replying back and sorry to everyone that i didn't send any greetings to u. pls accept my sincerest apologies.

it's chinese new yr, yet i dun have the chinese new yr mood. not really looking for this occasion, only looking for the long weekend holiday instead. haha... didn't go out much during the new yr, only visit my grandma's house then go back home for rest, and go out wif frens for gathering or something.

national basketball league is just next week, i'm not playing due to injuries, should i be there to support my frens @ the spectators stand? or should i just Missing In Action for that period till the whole competition? i just ended my season last yr, will i have a chance to play in that league? will i have another shot to get back to the s'pore team trail again? these questions still remains a mystery to me. when i'm out of the army, where should i go? guess this last question should be answered before any of these question can be answered. well, 4mths more till i ORD, see how it goes ba. i still have to look for a job too.

everything is hanging on to the last line.... wad's my deicision? when time comes, everything will be answered.

rgds,
HongMing

here it comes, chinese new yr. juz before this occasion, Valentine's Day. Anyone wanna date me? well... guess not... anyway.... 4mths more... till ORD... really can't wait... hope it comes sooner... really sick and tired in the life i've been through in my attach unit...

really tired past few days, been to gym after work, not enough slp the next day. causing my temper to get worst every now and then. A simple thing is enough to me so mad tat i have to swallow it myself, not expressing to any or everyone. ppl might think i'm crazy.

Everytime i say, "i'm willing to gif u my shoulder for u to lean on", "be always there for u", this time, i really need someone's shoulder to lean on, someone whom i can share my problems wif, someone i can trust, somone to encourage and motivate me whenever i'm down.

really wish u can appear rite in front of me now, even though that's impossible. but i'll be waiting for that moment.

long long time didn't update my blog... kana scolding frm ppl who visited my blog, just now already kana scolding from Gary liao... haha... very lazy to update la... only got time to chitchat @ my tagboard only... wah hahaha... for my injury condition, just recenlty start to play light basketball... still can't play very physically yet... it's a long time since i run, so... just running up and down a few times already panting like mad le, gasping for oxygen... can tell my condition is worst then i think... looks like i have to work hard to get back my usual condition, it's gonna be a tough time... cause New Yr's COMING !!!! haha... eating and drinking... wah.... i gonna have to work double hard after New Yr liao... otherwise confirm cannot make it ah... haha...

Time flies nehz... New Yr le... last New Yr isn't a memorable for me... and i dun wish to talk about it.... haha... wanna knw about it... can call me personally, and i'll tell u la... haha... counting down to 5mths... will be end of my national service le... haha... after tat, ur life won't be the same again... well... depends la... diff ppl diff thinking... haha... let's see how it goes....

well... tat's all for now le... wanna knw more story regarding why i didn't update recently? call me lo... hahaha... cya!

HongMing

HaPPy New Yr !!!!
Best WisHEs To EverYonez.
Able To FulFil Ur New Yr ReSouLtiOnz.
ThoSe whO SinGle, WisH u HavE a LovEly GiRlFreN/BoyFrEn soon.
ThoSe Who ArE Not, WisH u All Have A lOng And LOvEly Realtionship AhEad.
ThoSe Who ARe CouPle "to BE"... JIa YOU!!!!!

WannA Thank My Family, GrandMa, and Grandpa, my Aunts and Uncles, and Uncle Joe for
showing, giving me the care and concern frm the day i operate my lower back. TimE FilEs, it's
been 6mths, injury is healing nice and smoothly. Also wanna thank my frens who came and visit me during my stay in hospital, Steven (siglap), my safsa team captain, RongLie, Roy, Collin and Mars, Jenny and Alice the
twins sister, 1SG Saw, my senior in my unit. And Jason and family for bringing me out for late
nite snacks and bring me home after watching games. thank u so much!!!

as for my new yr wishes, er.. will it come true if i say it out? haha! the rest will be God's decision.
1st wish: to get better ! can't wait to get back on court. hahaha, really miss playing wif my frens.

2nd wish:to Have a Wonder and Caring Girlfren, then my relatives will gif me and her a BIG FAT JUICY "HongBao"!!! hahaha...! tat's part of the reason la. hehe.

tat's all le... hope to see u guys soon!!!
hapPy NeW YEAr!!
HongMing

rainy days going on and on... staying home... resting and resting...
when can i play bball again....? how long can i take this misery...?
i've once said tat, i've get used to it... dun think i can take it any longer...
"hao xin ku"....

wenting clubbing @ Obar last nite, very nice... and it's a long time since i've been there... see lots of frens and buddies there, even my camp mates also there ~! Very surprising ~!!! hahaha...! too bad i didn't bring my digital camera there... wad a waste... hahaha.... but all of us have lots of fun anyway.

christmas juz ard the corner... christmas lights were up, it's a gold colour theme this yr... very grand... hope to take a nice walk in town wif a special lady this yr... tat's my christmas wish this yr. hahaha.... =b

looking forward to the hantu trip... juz hope everything goes well... kept praying...

6mths past since my operation, 'A' division league has been postpone to March. let's hope i've enough time to prepare myself. And once again, fight side by side wif my Safsa mates again ~!
Praying for a fast recovery... hope my doctor give me permission to starting light training when i see him on 5th Jan...

PrayIng Hard.
H.MING

Da Pump - Christmas Night

a nice christmas video by my fav Jpop boyband, Da Pump

Cloudy and thundering Wednesday... hahaha.... might not be studying... parents can't afford... i dun wanna go for part-time... way too troublesome for me... haiz... wad to do....

H.MING

wad a tuesday.... rainy... so boring and tired...

i have a very bad and stupid habit... never think before i talk...
becos of this habit... a slip out of my mouth... i've made my fren cried...
i've said sorry... but... doesn't help...
can't forgive myself...

H.MinG

A NicE SonG By ChrIS BroWn, Say GoodBye. If U waN thE Song.Juz LeT mE kNw. i'll SeNd iT to U. heRe GoeS.

(Sigh) Look...we gotta talk
Dang, I know I know
But it's, it's just some things I gotta get off chest, alright?

Yeah. Woo, ooo, woo, ooo, woo, ooo
Listen

(Verse 1:)
Baby come here an' sit down let's talk I got alot to say so I guess i'll start by sayin that i luv you but you know this thing ain't been a walk in the park (for us) I swear it'll only take a minute you'll understand when i finish yeah and i don't want 2 see u cry but i don't want 2 be the one 2 tell u a lie so...

[HOOK]
How do you let go? when you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the doorWhen you're walking out, talk about it and
Everything I tried to remember to say
Just went out my head
So I'ma do the best I can to get you to understand
Cause I know!!

[CHORUS]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
'Cause I really don't feel the way i once felt about u
Girl it's not you, it's me
I gotta gotta figure out what I need oh
There's never a right time to say goodbye

(Verse 2:)
Girl I know your heart is breaking
And a thousand times I
Found myself asking, "Why? Why?"
Why am I taking so long to say this?
But trust me, girl I never
Meant to crush your world
And I never
Thought I would see the day we'd grow apart
And I wanna know...

[HOOK]
how do you let go? when you,
You just don't know? what's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Girl I hope you understand
What i'm tryna say.
We just can't go on
Pretending that we get along
Girl how you not gonna see that i'm hurt?

[CHORUS]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
'Cause I really don't feel the way i once felt about u
Girl it's not you, it's me
I gotta gotta figure out what I need oh
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

(Verse 3:)
Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
I, I just can't do it
Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
And sometimes it makes me wanna cry
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh [2x]
Do you hear me crying?
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

[CHORUS]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
'Cause I really don't feel the way i once felt about you
Girl it's not you, it's me
I gotta gotta figure out what I need oh
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

hi all, it's been 2 weeks since my last post. as usual, still can't play ball... still not 100% fit to play, think my hope of representing SAFSA playing the 'A' division league has to abort in order to play better in the future. Teammates of SAFSA, i'm so so sorry. Ronglie... i'm really sorry... let's hope we'll have a chance to play again? really looking forward to tat...

everything have to be pushback, in order to play better and carrying less burden... have to be moer then 100% fit as last time... questions keep poping to my head everyday and nite. wad can i do after my army... have been thinking to study @ a poly, as for course... hoping to get into a course regarding electronics, i dun wish to go for electrical... felt tat, there's so few varities among electrical. as for basketball club? still haven't think of where to go yet... and still duno how to talk to ah san also... anyway... when tat happens then see how it goes ba... i dun even have the time to commit for anything except my work in my camp... so tired... tat i have to take mc today...

watched STEP UP on Saturday, a very very nice movie... after watching this movie... Roy jio me to go lock & pop dancing lessons wif me... haha... i'm fine wif it... juz tat i'm abit shy.. haha... anyway... after watching this movie... it inspires me to work hard... to achieve wad u wanna achieve... during the stage... even ur relationship wif ur frens... can get bad... choosing inbetween ur dreams and frens... yet this guy in the movie shows he can achieve his dream and @ the same time trying his best to maintain his relationship wif his buddy... it's a great movie... i dun mind watching it again... haha...

will post till here... will be back again.

H.MING