rainy days going on and on... staying home... resting and resting...
when can i play bball again....? how long can i take this misery...?
i've once said tat, i've get used to it... dun think i can take it any longer...
"hao xin ku"....

wenting clubbing @ Obar last nite, very nice... and it's a long time since i've been there... see lots of frens and buddies there, even my camp mates also there ~! Very surprising ~!!! hahaha...! too bad i didn't bring my digital camera there... wad a waste... hahaha.... but all of us have lots of fun anyway.

christmas juz ard the corner... christmas lights were up, it's a gold colour theme this yr... very grand... hope to take a nice walk in town wif a special lady this yr... tat's my christmas wish this yr. hahaha.... =b

looking forward to the hantu trip... juz hope everything goes well... kept praying...

6mths past since my operation, 'A' division league has been postpone to March. let's hope i've enough time to prepare myself. And once again, fight side by side wif my Safsa mates again ~!
Praying for a fast recovery... hope my doctor give me permission to starting light training when i see him on 5th Jan...

PrayIng Hard.
H.MING

Da Pump - Christmas Night

a nice christmas video by my fav Jpop boyband, Da Pump

Cloudy and thundering Wednesday... hahaha.... might not be studying... parents can't afford... i dun wanna go for part-time... way too troublesome for me... haiz... wad to do....

H.MING

wad a tuesday.... rainy... so boring and tired...

i have a very bad and stupid habit... never think before i talk...
becos of this habit... a slip out of my mouth... i've made my fren cried...
i've said sorry... but... doesn't help...
can't forgive myself...

H.MinG

A NicE SonG By ChrIS BroWn, Say GoodBye. If U waN thE Song.Juz LeT mE kNw. i'll SeNd iT to U. heRe GoeS.

(Sigh) Look...we gotta talk
Dang, I know I know
But it's, it's just some things I gotta get off chest, alright?

Yeah. Woo, ooo, woo, ooo, woo, ooo
Listen

(Verse 1:)
Baby come here an' sit down let's talk I got alot to say so I guess i'll start by sayin that i luv you but you know this thing ain't been a walk in the park (for us) I swear it'll only take a minute you'll understand when i finish yeah and i don't want 2 see u cry but i don't want 2 be the one 2 tell u a lie so...

[HOOK]
How do you let go? when you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the doorWhen you're walking out, talk about it and
Everything I tried to remember to say
Just went out my head
So I'ma do the best I can to get you to understand
Cause I know!!

[CHORUS]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
'Cause I really don't feel the way i once felt about u
Girl it's not you, it's me
I gotta gotta figure out what I need oh
There's never a right time to say goodbye

(Verse 2:)
Girl I know your heart is breaking
And a thousand times I
Found myself asking, "Why? Why?"
Why am I taking so long to say this?
But trust me, girl I never
Meant to crush your world
And I never
Thought I would see the day we'd grow apart
And I wanna know...

[HOOK]
how do you let go? when you,
You just don't know? what's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Girl I hope you understand
What i'm tryna say.
We just can't go on
Pretending that we get along
Girl how you not gonna see that i'm hurt?

[CHORUS]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
'Cause I really don't feel the way i once felt about u
Girl it's not you, it's me
I gotta gotta figure out what I need oh
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

(Verse 3:)
Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
I, I just can't do it
Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
And sometimes it makes me wanna cry
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh [2x]
Do you hear me crying?
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

[CHORUS]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
'Cause I really don't feel the way i once felt about you
Girl it's not you, it's me
I gotta gotta figure out what I need oh
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

hi all, it's been 2 weeks since my last post. as usual, still can't play ball... still not 100% fit to play, think my hope of representing SAFSA playing the 'A' division league has to abort in order to play better in the future. Teammates of SAFSA, i'm so so sorry. Ronglie... i'm really sorry... let's hope we'll have a chance to play again? really looking forward to tat...

everything have to be pushback, in order to play better and carrying less burden... have to be moer then 100% fit as last time... questions keep poping to my head everyday and nite. wad can i do after my army... have been thinking to study @ a poly, as for course... hoping to get into a course regarding electronics, i dun wish to go for electrical... felt tat, there's so few varities among electrical. as for basketball club? still haven't think of where to go yet... and still duno how to talk to ah san also... anyway... when tat happens then see how it goes ba... i dun even have the time to commit for anything except my work in my camp... so tired... tat i have to take mc today...

watched STEP UP on Saturday, a very very nice movie... after watching this movie... Roy jio me to go lock & pop dancing lessons wif me... haha... i'm fine wif it... juz tat i'm abit shy.. haha... anyway... after watching this movie... it inspires me to work hard... to achieve wad u wanna achieve... during the stage... even ur relationship wif ur frens... can get bad... choosing inbetween ur dreams and frens... yet this guy in the movie shows he can achieve his dream and @ the same time trying his best to maintain his relationship wif his buddy... it's a great movie... i dun mind watching it again... haha...

will post till here... will be back again.

H.MING

have lots of fun @ riverine last nite... haha... laughter and fun... it's was a very enjoyable friday nite... but today's saturday... staying @ home doing nothing... oh my god...! haha... went to my frens house to look after his dog while he's out for a appt... then reach home... slack for a moment then go out for dinner... then now juz came back having my dinner @ Mac alone... called up my frens... all not free... hehe... nvm lo... eat on my my own lo... i also can't force them to join me for dinner ma... it's a long time since i keep calling out my frens to join me for dinner... haha! this kind of timing... should be @ a basketball court packing up my stuff and go for dinner le... talking about basketball... it's been a very long time since i've played... since April.. once i off work... reach home... is rest rest rest... of cos, seeing ppl play... it's very very very tempting for me... but wad can i do...? lan lan suck thumb lo... hahaha!! resting resting and resting... time files... 8mths of resting period... treating it like a normal daily life... it's like... basketball doesn't exist in me... feel so free after work... staying @ home alone... watching tv... this isn't my life which i'm having in the past... but i'm used to it liao... but when i'm back to my usual lifestyle... haha... definately got probs... hahaha!!! well... think tat's all for now... post till here... will post again soon...

p.s: " wanna thank all ppl including (annoymous) who visited my blog and taking ur precious time seeing my post... and leaving a msg @ the tagboard... thank u all so much..."

H.Ming(-_-)
if i can start frm the beginning, starting frm whichever part of my daily life... i'll put in more and even more effort, time and love to the person or the things i wanna achieve.
luv u all... cya soon....

hao Lei ah... sunday nite dinner's @ the cineliesure hongkong restaurant... reach there 9pm... chit chat until 1am lehz... so many things to talk about... before the dinner... took neoprint... hahaha...

here are the pics guys... enjoy... oh ya... i've already maximize the whole thing liao... haha...

























CyA...
H.MinG (^ _ ^)

HeLLo... My TagBoard's got problem again... i can't see anything... can u guys/ladies see anything? haiz... problem lehz... EnNinGx... i'll need Ur Help fOr THis le... thanks....

So TirEd... Once back to work... my jobscope's been widen le...more work to do... dun even have the time to go for teabreaks... lunch is also abit difficult le... haiz... si bei stress... i'm only @ the learning stage only... already got so much load of work to do... can i really make it...? i still to need to attend my physio twice a week... how am i gonna finish my work on the day i've my physio... i'm so so busted... duno wad my Mdm gonna say...

it's been 7mths since i've played my last competition... how i've wish to play now... seeing frens play... i'm feel so eagered to play too... and i've put on 8kg le...!! how am i gonna lost 8kg lehz... so screwed up... morale's really very low now... damn...

by the time i've fully recovered... most of the national players would have stop playing already... really dun know if i've still got the motivation to aim for national team trail... i'm so so far behind... not really sure if i can keep up anymore...

Feel so low morale...
H.Ming (-_-)

3rd Oct, HappY 18th BirTHdaY to Sheryl...!!!
5th OcT, HapPy BirThday To HAnlIng and HapPy BirThday tO JinQianG...!!! haha...!!
6th Oct, HapPy BirThdaY to Ann..!! And HapPy BirThday To CelIne...!!
7th OcT, HapPy 21st BirTHdaY to WAnXia....!!!

TO EveRyonE, MAy UR WisH ComE TruE ~!!! aNd God BlEsS U~!! CyA All SoOn..!!


To QiYan And FeNGyI...

ThOUgh I've Say it OncE or TwiCe... i'll Still Say It AgaIn... COnGraTulAtiOns...!!
it'S TheIr Customary TOdaY ~! haha...!! thkx for letting me to be ur brother...!! hahaha... have lots of fun... even though everyone's tired... and Due to tHe HAzY WeatHer... yet all still pull through...!! haha...!!! EveRYonE RoCkz...!!!

BeSt WIshEs To Both Of U~!!



HellO EveRYOnE...!!!
it's a VerY HazY DaY... PSI reading was 143 when i last seen it... it'll might be still worsen as time comes... juz imagine tat i can't seen bukit timah hill from my house... very worst huh? anyway, to anyone whose sensitive to the haze... or sick due to the hazy weather... pls take gd care or urself ya? especially to those ppl i knw... playing for the inter poly-ite cup this coming week... playing bbaxn league on weekends... and the 7-11 cup also... if u guys aren't feeling well... pls... dun be stubborn and still play hor... i dun wanna go watch game and see any of my best frens panting like mad gasping for air... -.-" to the guys... GaRy... En NinG... i'm sorry tat i can't be there to watch ur game... as i'm on overtime duty on tues and thurs... i'll try to make it for the upcoming games if possible... and Debbie... sorry i can't make it for the game yesterday nite... Due To mY Base Anniversary DInner... hope u play well last nite...

lastly... to everyone whose playing in any upcoming competition... play hard and smart... even the slightest effort u put on/off the court... it'll be rewarded back for sure... juz be paitient... opportunity will be there... even if ur sch coach doesn't see it... the spectators will sure see it... Jia You EveRYonE...!!! TakE caRe anD Cya SooN...

oPps... one more last thing... EnNinGx... there's something wrong wif my tagboard le... haha... duno how to fix it... so have to come to u... sorry ah... and i can't access to ur blog too... did u change it? let me knw ya? if u dont't have the username and passwword to my acc. sms me too? thanks alot...!! (^_^)

ScRew wadEveR HAze tat's EfFeCtINg EveRyoNe...
H.MinG (^_^)

hello to all... finally back to camp le... lots of stuff to do once i've got back... loads of paper work... very tiring and boring... totally no mood to work @ all... still have 2nd round tomolo... si bei sianz... after my work... go watch Debbie's 1st game for the competition @ Republic Poly alone...
it's a gd game... gd fight... it's only the 1st game... so keep up the gd work... Debbie... juz play by instincts... well... tat's wad i do always... -.-" can't believe i can play until this level juz by instincts... muz be damn lucky... after the game then go home alone... si bei boring lehz... argh....!!! haven't eaten my dinner yet also... suckx... have to go find things edible ard my house liao... if not... have to stay this way till tomolo lunch in camp le... =(

tomolo will be gary's game... and en ning's game... Gd Luck to Both Of U~!! play hard... of cos... and play smart too... -.-" " and for Debbie's upcoming game... Gd Luck Too...! i'll try my best to be there for the games... juz do ur best... u'll have my mentally support... hahahaha!!! =p

wanna use this chance... to

Congratulate Qi Yan and FengYi... the New Wedding Couple... best wishes to both of u...!!! thanks for inviting me to the wedding dinner... and Qi Yan... thanks... for the glass of red wine... hahaha...!

HapPy BirThdaY to my "lil Sis" ShiHui... for her 20th birthday...! hope ur dreams come true soon...

lastly... to all children... a Very HapPy ChiLDrEn'S Day...!!

cYa SOoN...
H.Ming(-_-)

HaPpY 21St BirThday To SaRaH...!

Finally 21 lo... haha... take care always... and cya soon....!

HaPpY 25th BirThday TO PauLine...!

let's meet up wif the rest when there's a chance... cya sOon...!

God BleSS U all... take care...
H.Ming(-_-)

duno why... for this week... went damn super slow... feel so lonely... back in a place where's darkness... no light...

so lonely... yet sad... not sure why...i'm staying @ home all day... eating instant noodles... tibits.. drinking plain water... eating ice-cream...

feel so useless... feel so tired... pain... totally can't do anything... really wish this ends soon... otherwise... i'll be mentally dying of depression...

H.Ming(-_-)

hey... hey.... i'm back creating a post again... hahaha...

18th of Sept...
Congrats to Pauline... my ex-working college... R.O.M yesterday....! God bless u and ur husband... wish u all happy always...

Congrats to Joan... little "sister"... haha... Happy 21st Birthday ~!!! hahaha....

god bless u all...
H.Ming(^_^)

long time... since my last post... dun knw wad to say... wadda post... mind's in a blank... very very... tired... it's not cause of doing too much... or doing nothing... i missed my favourite basketball games.... it's like... a part of my life being taken away frm me... seeing ppl play... wishing how nice... if i would be one of them running up and down on the court... the feeling is juz so great... this makes me cherish basketball even more... really can't wait...

next week's physio... going to the gym for workout... wau... tat's great... finally some challenges... haha... can finally knw... wad's my limit...

10mths more... to my O.R.D, frens. family and relatives... kept asking me... "wad are u gonna do once u come out of army...?" my mind's a blank... BIG blank... and my ans to them is... "i'll take a step @ a time... cause i duno wad lies ahead of me..." Am i rite to say this...? or i should start planning now? i really duno... i also duno wad i really need now... it's so fustrating to think this... everyone of us has to go through this stage... where it'll be the toughest decision... 1 wrong step... it's gonna be a hard fall... i'm really scared...

oh ya... one of my best fren send me Jay Zhou's latest full album, "Still Fantasy"... Gary... Thank U~!!! I have listen to it... it's very nice... the most favourite is... well... the album is as nice as his previous album... haha... well... i shall stop here... to all ppl who knw me... luv u all... cya soon...

H.Ming(^_^)

A Song... Sang by Nick Lachey... "What's Left Of Me."

Watched my life pass me by
in the rearview mirror
Pictures frozen in time
are becoming clearer I don't wanna waste another day
Stuck in the shadow of my mistakes
yeah

'cause I want you
and I feel you
crawling underneath my skin
like a hunger
like a burning
to find the place I've never been
now I'm broken
and I'm fading
I'm half the man I thought I would be
You can have
What's left of me

I've been dying inside
Little by little
Nowhere to go
But goin' out of my mind
In endless cirlcles
runnin' from myself until
You gave me a reason for standing still

'cause I want you
and I feel you
crawling underneath my skin
like a hunger
like a burning
to find the place I've never been
now I'm broken
and I'm fading
I'm half the man I thought I would be
You can have
What's left of me

Falling faster
Barely breathing
Give me somethin' to believe in
Tell me it's not all in my head

Take what's left of this man
Make me whole once again

'cause I want you
and I feel you
crawling underneath my skin
like a hunger
like a burning
to find the place I've never been
now I'm broken
and I'm fading
I'm half the man I thought I would be
You can have
All that's left
Yeah, yeah, yeah
What's left of me

I've been dying inside you see
I'm going out of my mind
Out of my mind
I'm runnin' in circles all the time
Can you take what's left
Can you take what's left
Can you take what's left
Of me
Can you take what's left
Can you take what's left
Can you take what's left
Take what's left of me


H.Ming (-_-)

hihi everyone... to all my frens... long time no see le...!!(to those who didn't meet me recently or before my ops till now...) how are u...?! if u see this... sms me how u doing ya? will be looking forward to it...

i can't go clubbing for now... sorry guys... haven't recover much yet... hahaha... but... u can ask me out for lunch or dinner also can... =p buah hahaha....

last week... i received a very nice and sweet postcard frm my xiaomei... MeiHui... thanks for the card... it's very nice... very nice handwriting...( i didn't knw it till now... haha... sorry!!!) it really brightens up my day... whenever i see it... i can almost see it everyday lehz... don't play play... once wake up can see it liao... confirm cum chopz... hahaha....

my MC extended liao... till 30 sept... haha... everyday stay @ home... playing PS2... can't go out for long period... si bei sianz... means.... NO WIndOw SHopPing ~!!!! haiz...!! can't shop nvm... but can't play ball lehz... knn....!!! mentally... f**king depress now... can't even go swimming... haiz... si bei jiatlat lehz... wad to do sia... tell me~!!!! tell me ~!!!!!!! -.-" " "

mentally depress....
Praying for fast recovery....
H.Ming (-_-)

yo yo yo... i'm back again ~ buah hahaha.... Blog changed to a new skin... all thanks to my 80% brother... EN NinG....!!! THank U So MUCH ~!!!!

as for my back condition... i finally can start physio next monday le... man... juz can't wait ~!! juz can't to afford to waste anymore time doing nothing... i wanna get back to court again... to play... and fight together wif my frens on the court... it's a long time since i got the feeling of playing in a competition.... really miss the athmosphere... si bei suang... really miss playing wif my frens @ ytcc.... and my other mates too... hope can get back to court soon...!!

have alot of thinking recently... as i dun wanna commit for tagawa anymore... reasons?? no sense of belonging... it's not like it use to be... since after my op... deciding... if i can start all over again... hoping to play the S'pore Opens next yr... or accompany training in one of the clubs till i feel i'm fit again to represent the club to play in the next coming competition... still can't decide which club to go too... -.-" really need some advice to guide me through... haiz... i need a fresh start... but juz can't decide which path to move on....

Praying for Fast Recovery...
H.Ming (-__-)

i'm back blogging again~ my back's doing fine... juz feel some pain after sitting/standing for a long period... doctor says juz try to move abit more.... i've taken out the plaster pasted on my back... wau... very the gross nehz... haha...

for the past few days, watching the philps singapore cup 2006... seeing the pros playing on court... i can feel the inspiration... motivation... to play basketball again... seeing them play... i can feel tat... there's nothing impossible... even though we can't reach their standard... it doesn't matter... it's the passion tat keeps them moving on... and keep us moving on to the goals we wanna achieve... 9mths more... i wish to heal up fast... and get back to court.. and once more... fight to achieve the objectives i wan... juz can't wait to play wif the ppl i knw again... and playing against them too... they are the ones tat keeps my basketball passion alive till now...WAIT FOR ME guys...!! i'm rite behind...!! i'll catch up...!!!

my frens(Roy, Audrey, Xiuhan) and i went to Mount Faber on Sunday nite after watching the game, and eating wif kaili and fanny.... very nice scenery... cooling... and funny too.... haha... taking pics by the mer-lion... wah hahahaha!!! making funny expression @ other places... super fun... haha... hope we can do tat again.... i'll upload the pics here guys... and frenster also... haha...!! send me the rest ok?? thanks...!!! and Here We Go~!!!

hi guys... back from hospital... since last friday afternoon.... operation's a success... the rest will be up to me... haha... sorry for the late posting... juz tat... don't feel like blogging for the moment cause... my movement is very very limited... currently on MC till 25th August... gonna extend or not... depends on Doctor le...

wanna thank the ppl who came down to visit me and accompany me for the past last week.... my family and relatives... who came almost everyday... Uncle Joe... thank u for the presents... Uncle See Peng... thank u for coming... Ppl from Church Of Praise... thank u~! for praying for me... and also... wanna thank... Ronglie, my Safsa Captain for coming down... Kaili, Steven from Siglap... thanks for coming down.... Roy, Colin and Mars... thank u for coming down... and Jenny and Alice ~! the twin sisters... haha... thank u for coming down... Jason and family... thank u....!

Also... wanna thank my frens who sms me... the recovering greetings... thank u so so much...!

i maybe out for bball action for the moment... but i'll be back... wif a loud bang... wait for me ya ?!

wanna say sorry to my dearest younger "sis"... shihui... sorry for keeping from u... maybe till now u still duno la... haha... maybe when u see this... gif me a call? i'll let u knw my status? haha... don't be angry k? i'm sure u won't... haha... cya soon...

below... is the pic... injected on my hand... to inject the fluid drop... damn... suffering on that for 1st 3 days.... haha...



thank u guys... juz can't thank u all enough...

Praying to Heal...
H.Ming (-__-)

like the story? haha... "borrow" it from a gd fren of mine... got permission one of coz... =)

anyway... i'll going for surgery tomolo le... morning 7am... 1st member on the list... hahaha...
not sure how long i'll be hospitalize... hope it won't be long time... haha... confirm boring @ hospital.... if u're boring... can also come look for me loh... i confirm can keep u company too... hahaha...but call/sms me before u come k? looking forward to see u there, but dun look forward in seeing me in a gd state... i confirm in pain de... they roughly brief me after the ops... will have pain throughout the nite... haha.... see ya guys there...

"To Jesus, God... i pray... to gif me te strength... the might... the courage...to fight this battle... to win this battle...bless my family and relatives.... frens... and love one..."

crying and praying...
HM(-__-)

Let me share with you a story i heard:
A long time ago, there was a scholar who was very heartbroken cos the girl he loves very much was getting married to another man..

He was very sad that he lost all his hopes in life,

Suddenly, a monk walked up to him and passed him a mirror and asked him to looked into the mirror,
So he looked into the mirror...

In the mirror, he saw a dead girl and he was wondering who the girl was...
When a man appeared and saw the dead body, he do nothing and walked away.

After a while, a second man appeared and he saw the dead body and this man took off his clothes to cover the girl's body then he walked off.

Then a third man appeared and he saw the dead body and this man dug a hole and buried the girl.

The scholar doesn't understand what the whole thing was all about, so the monk told him that actually the dead girl was actually his girlfriend in her previous life, he was the second man who covered her up and now she was back to return him a gratitude she had for him, but the one she would married to, was actually the one who bury her.

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Any one of you understand the story?
In our life, we always thought we are the third person but maybe we are only the second one after all.
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Sometime in a relationship, maybe our love are not strong enough to hold us forever.

" God never leave you Empty, he will Replace everything you have lost. if he asks u to put something Down, its because He wants you to pick something Greater. Good Day. Smile God loves you. "

JeNny... thank u so so much ~!


PRayIng HArD...
H.Ming (-__-)

today's 23rd July... 8 days more... to surgery...
as news were spread ard my family and relatives... h.phone rang... asking wad happen... how am i...
when's the operation... time.... "i'll be there on the day..."

To mY relatives... to the ppl @ Church of Praise... Uncle Joe... really really thank u~!! I lUv u All...!! thank u SO mUch for the cONceRn to Me and my family ~!!! Pls Don't worry about me... pls help to worry my parents... they're are the ones... who's the most worried... no matter how i console them... talk to them... they still can't be relax a little bit... i knw they're are my parents... but they still need to face the problem... not running away... not taking so much time to face it... it'll affect their health... as they're ard nt in gd health ever since...

on the day on the surgery... once i'm in... being put to slp... during tat time... if u're coming down... pls help to console my parents? cause... wad they need is to relax themselves, let them knw... i'll be fine... things will be ok...

overall... i'm the one whose gonna stressed out... before and after the surgery... see my parents so worried... even i'm also worry tat they can't take it when i enter the surgery rm... after the surgery... confirm will see their worried looks... i'm not complaining lehz... juz tat... they need to cool themselve down tat's all....! haiz... talk is easy... when comes to doing it...? damn... u feel the challenge there....

really need some help here... too stress to handle...

crying and praying for help...
HM (-__-)

31st of July... will be the day i'll be pushed into a surgery rm...
everything's on preparation.... i dun worry for myself...
i'm juz worry about my parents once i fall aslp inside...
when i'm in there... i'm not praying for myself... i'm praying for my parents... not to be so worry...
Mom cried... Dad's worried... my aunts worried... uncles worried... grandpa worried... still keeping frm my grandma... dun wanna gif her the pressure... cause she's very old le...

rite now... i need a companion, my other half.... a person... to gif me a shoulder to lean on... to talk to... a person to care and concern for me... am i gifing a high expectation? but... tat's wad i wan frm a relationship... =)

will blog again once i'm out of hospital... anything msg me ya?
take care guys and ladies... =)
see u soon...

"To Jesus, God... i pray... to gif me te strength... the might... the courage...
to fight this battle... to win this battle...
bless my family and relatives.... frens... and love one..."

crying and praying...
HM(-__-)

EndUrINg Pain.... Day And NigHT....
GeTTinG MeNTally PRePArEd For OpeRatIon...
StayInG PosItIVe...

CrYInG FoR HelP...
H.Ming T___T

HapPy BirThday To Me.....

CrYinG For HelPz....
H.MinG (T__T)

well... it's the 5th of July, went for medical appt. yesterday afternoon... regarding my back... and told the doctor about my case... he examined... check my left leg... my back... and the finally conclusion from is... he suggested tat... i should go for a surgery... as he say... " it's not u make it worst... it juz starting to develop... and getting to a bad situation... if u dun wanna go for operation, the other option for u is to jab ur back wif steriod... to relieve pain and the swelling... but... tat's juz for temporary... and the best option is operation... "

hear liao... knn... how am i gonna tell tat to my parents sia...? the doc say tat... he will refer me to a spine surgeon... the spine surgeon will give me a better ans and a better explanation... and tell me tat... to get my parents/relatives there... to get a 1st hand news from the spine surgeon... so... i called up my aunt instead of my mum... cause my mum sure nag non-stop onez... haha... then further more... i duno how to explain to my parents too... -.-" "
so.... lucky... my aunt is free on the 14th July... tat's a Friday... and... we shall see if there's a need for surgery...

rite now... the numbness of my toes are spreading... now... it's spread to the area juz beneath the toes... everytime i wear my shoe or boots... the numbness is always there... haiz... sianz.... doc says... if there's more numbness... more weakness or more unbearable pain on ur leg... PLS REPORT STRAIGHT TO A&E department....!!! cause it's serious...
i dun wish to report... and HOPEFULLY i dun~!!! cause... birthday's coming... this saturday 8th July... but on friday... i'll juz hang out @ Obar... dun get drunk... hopefully my frens will be there cause i only inform Steven and Moon (my da ge and da jie) to join me there... and hope it will be a gd and enjoyable one.... anyone whose going down on friday nite... come'on down if u can... hope to see u there ~!!!

crying for help...
H.Ming (T__T)

anyway... here's the fixtures for my games... as for other clubs playing... juz sms me or msg me ba... i'll let u knw... the worst thing is!!! knn... i have to play on my birthday(8th July) somemore... super sux...

4th July - Siglap vs Tagawa - 730pm
8th July - Tagawa vs Yuhua RC 2 - 730pm
15th July - Tungsan vs Tagawa - 845pm

Crying for Help...
H.Ming (T___T)

haiz... sianz lehz... didn't get to contribute much for the Yuhua Cup... super sux man... after the 1st game against Eng Tat Hornets... go home then go fren house watch world cup... and a few days later... i can't feel my left toes... i'm so frighten... few days laters.. i can feel it again. now... i can't exert too much strength on my whole left leg... can't even walk a short distance... after walking a short distance... the pain of my left leg was so intense... it's not the muscle pain... it's the nerve tat cause the whole thing... it's so painful tat it almost make me cry... can't have a gd slp... can't have a gd relaxation... see chinese doc, getting the treatment also can't help much... i'll be going to see another doc tomolo nite... tat's my only last hope le... haiz... keep thinking back... why am i the one who suffer the most during the competition... injuries everywhere... juz can't be injury free... this makes me wanting to give up playing competitive... feeling so low now... so lost... duno wad muz i do... My dream of getting into the national team... is getting further and further away from me... i'm really not sure if i can still play competitive again wif my injury... i'm really afraid... so afraid... really wish there's a miracle doctor to heal up back injury... -.-" " ... haiz... i'm thinking too much le... there's no such thing in life...

Crying for Help...
H.Ming (T___T)

Uncle Yam ~!!!!

Thank U ~!!! For KeepIng my JerSey and WasHinG It FOr mE ~!!!!
THANk U tHAnk u~!!!
i'm ReallY Not In Gd @ WorDs... i Can OnlY SaY...

THANK U~!!! MISS U ALWAYS ~!!!
R.I.P UNCLE YAM

even since i'm out of the national team training squad... going out wif frens for gathering... playing bball etc... etc...
i personally felt tat... our distance... are getting further... maybe i'm thinking too much... or... it's juz tat... it's a long time since i hang out wif them... i'm feeling so so far apart from them... things among them also happened... yet i duno wad it is... i still have to ask one by one... wad's going on... wad's happen now... ever since the Yew Tee Cup has finished... ytcc has been so quiet... it's like dead... only less then 10 ppl came down today... play until 830pm then pack up go home liao...

received news from jiaren and yunyun... uncle Yam has passed away today... i felt very sad... duno wad to say... juz... very sad... very sad...

SIgn off...
HM(T___T)

so Sad... AftEr LaSt ThUrsDAy NaTIonaL TraInINg, The "ang Mo" CoaCH SayS tat... i DiDn'T MakE it TO thE FinaL 18 PpL in THe SQuaD... hEaRd LiaO... SI bEI LosT... SupEr Low MOrAle... OtheRs Juz DoiNG tHEir WaRM-dOwn, WHilE I juZ UnTiEd My ShoElaCE... Go StraiGht To THe BAtHRm, TooK A SHowER And WEnT HomE... i'Ve BeEN TraIniNG WIf THem SIncE LaST DeCEmbEr... ThE fEElinG's LIke... All EfForTs Juz WenT DowN To tHe DRaIn... Juz An INsTaNt... So SaD... Juz Can'T BeLiEve I din EveN mAke It in THe FinAl 18... Now i THink I Can'T EveN ApPly For POly liao... EveRYThinG Juz TurN Out So SO BaD... WaY Off The CHaRts... NotHing'S Gd EvEr SIncE thE STaRT oF The Mth Of JUne... HaiZ....

It'S BeEn AbouT A WeEk SIncE i Got "kicked OuT"... -.-" " " GoiNG HomE... WaTCh Tv... Then GO jogGIng... TakE A WAlk OUtSidE... noW I kNw life'S So BOrinG WhEn u'Re noT WorKing HArD For SomeTHing... TOtaLly No AChieVEmeNt... No MOtIVaTion... eVERyTHinG SeeMS So lOSt TO me... I NeveR FeLT likE ThiS BEFOrE... it's SO WEirD... LIkE... I dunO WaD To Do NExT... For Now... Juz HavE to TakE 1 Step @ a TImE... aNd SLowlY FInd My Way BAck... And HopE To GeT BAck TO thE NatIonal TraIL AGaIn... Ppl TolD me... I'm Still YounG... YEsh... I'm Still YounG... But... Do I GeT a 2nD ChAnCe? 3Rd ChaNCe...? We"ll See How... I'll FigHT BaCk... Juz U WaiT...

No MaTtER How HArD i TrY... HoW HArD i WOrK... hoW HarD I FigHT foR iT... I sTill Didn'T AChiEvE it... BUt... I'm Still BEinG MesmErized By The DreAM i WanA MakE iT ComE TrUE... Jia You...

SIgn OfF..
HM(T____T) CounTinG DoWn TO 8Th JulY...

TaKE CaRE...
MiSs Ya All...

CounTing DowN to 26th JUne... To MY 1 Yr NatIonal SerVIce... MOst Of my SenIorS in mY UniT HaS ORD lo... TIme PAsS SO QUicKly... To All My SeniORs... Gd LUck...!! All THe BEst ~!!!
anD CountINg DowN to 8th JulY... HahaHA... StiLL LonG... But... VerY FaST de LAz... Well... I didn'T MAkE it TO thE NAtiONal Main SQuAd... SO anGry ANd SaD... WHen THe NAmeLIst WAs NamEd OUt... DOesn'T HavE my NAme... feEl LIke CrYinG... Haiz... SI bEI SiaNZ... MoRAle Is TOtaLLy Way BEloW mEAsUreMENt... The AusTriaLIa CoaCH SaYS... i NEeD to Do MORe PHysICal CONdiTIoninG... Haha... "not FiT" ENougH... THen... OFf To THe GyM le... And Des Told Me i'm In The 18 PLayeRs NamELisT... Haiz... DIn't ExpECt TO bE in THe 18 SOmemORE... HahaA... diDn'T WenT To TraINinG SincE MonDay... DuE To NITe DUtY... and Didn'T TOUch BAll SInce SatuRday... caUse I SpraINEd My AnklE On fRIday's YT Cup... AnD LosT SomeMORe... Haiz... my lASt PAss... CauSe tHe WHolE ThinG Sia... SHijiE And I misCOmmUnicaTe... He SHow Me a "3" siGn... i THougHt It lEft 3secs... So I PAsS the BAll Out To Him... THougHt He'll Run TO 180 DegRees tHEn ShooT the 3poInt... buT didN'T ExPECt he was WAitIng fOR me @ 45DegRees... diaOz... Si BEi lOSt FORm Sia... ReallY LosT FoRm... Now my AnklE's Not FUllY REcOvEreD... HavE TO AtTEnd The TraINiNG TOnitE... Well... Juz SeE How IT gOEs Ba... I'm Tired AnD SupER MorALE Low...

SigNing OfF...
HM(T___T)

22 more days to my 1 yr NS service... 34 more days to my Day... time really flies...
Now ANd THeN... SO muCH THinGs HaD HapPen... YeT i Dun WiSH To TypE It OUt... Juz ThinK TaT... i'vE to SwOllOW DowN On MY OwN... EveN if I'm GonNa CrY... I'll Juz HidE In A CoRneR anD CrY QuieTly... Now MorE cOmmITmeNT... MorE ChallENgES... aRe On THe WaY... I MaYbE ReAdy... But... Will I WIn oR SUcCeSs In THe ChallENge... Time... Will TeLL...

HM(T___T)
TaKE CaREz...

Back AgIaN ~! SoRrY fOr ThE LoNG DuraTIon la... hAaHA... TirEd Ma... TraIniNg 4 DaYS A WeEk... VerY tHe XioNG One LEhz... CaN UNDeRsTanD Or NOT Sia... HahAaA~!!! JuZ KiDdIng La... NAhz JEfFeRy ~!!! i PosT Liao ~!!! hHAhaHA...

Juz ReaLLy Can'T THiNk WaD TO BloG la... EvERY 4 DayS TraInING tHEN Go WOrK... Can'T WaKE up SOmeMOre... AlWaYs LatE foR WorK and TraIniNG... ReaLLy DUnO wAd To Do SIa... AlARm ClOck SeT liaO AlsO Can'T WakE Up @ TAt TImE... SHiT Sia... SoMEtIme Really DUno IF i Can CopE iT... Wad'S MOre i'm SerVinG My NatIOnal SErVIce Sia... How TO CopE??!!

Juz LUckY i Dun A GirlFreN NoW... EvEn if i haVE onE now... Duno How TO AccOmpANy Her Sia.. OnlY AcCompAny Her On WEeKEnD... i'll AlsO FeeL PaISeH alSo... If LuckY Or WaD aH... Got a GirLFreN HoRz... WaH... POwER lIao... HaHA... HerE ComeS The PResSurE... HavE to ChoOSe... HAhahA...!!! Juz hoPE She'll Be A UNDeRstaNDinG Onez... Then Ho Seh LIaoz... EvERyTHinG Will Be GD To Talk WIf Le... As LonG aS i'vE The ComMItMEnt For Her... NO pRobLemz Man... PieCE oF CAkE ~! haHA... Now I dUN have A GIrLFreN... iF i'Ve One... I'll LeT U Guys KNoW la... hA.. i'm VerY SteADy ONe Horz...

ANyWAy... HErE aRe SOme PIcs I TooK MySelF DuRinG thE MtH... BuT... it'S A bIt Late La.. BuT... HoPe It's OkiE Wif U aLl Ba... All The PIcs ArE Not In SqUenCe... SorrY ah... Juz UPloaD WaDevER i SeE... HehHE -.-" "

This One Ah... TakE Ard LasT 2 WeEks... ON The WaY tO Go CLuBbIng... But.. IN tHE ENd... KanA Fly AeRoplANE... Haiz... LosT ForM TaT NitE Sia... DriNK AlonE In tHE Pub...

This ONe LeHz...IN SHadES Nehz.. DUn Play PLay... hAhaA... ToOk It dUring The LAbouR day... Go SENtoSa Sun Tan... hahaha... didN't TaN mUch... juZ Slp UndER tHE Sun foR The WHolE AfTerNooN Nia... -.-" "

Then This ONe... BEsIDe ME is JUNlin... One Of MY BuddIEs... HahA... NicE..? HeheE

ThiS Onez... BeSIdE Me... IS One OF The BEst NatIOnal CenTers In S'POre... he'S PArtHMAn... StaNDing @ 197.5cm... HahAh... TalL Horz?? Dun PLay pLaY.. He ChOke SlaM u THen U Knw THe POweR... HaHHA...

LAst buT Not LeAsT la... HaHA... BESidE Me... Is My "liTTle SIsTeR" HahHA ~!!! TakEn This @ YeW TeE FoODCourT... Juz BEsIde THe MRt... FinISh PlayING Bball THen GO theRE EaT SUpPeR... HAhaHA...

Tat's ALl lE la... JEFf... POweR mA...? 1 WholE SHoT... SuPEr Long POSt... HAhahA~!!! NoT hapPy... let Me KNOw On THurSdaY TrAinING... HAhAHa....

HM(T_T)

Hi EVeRyoNEz... SorRy AgaIn... For NOt PosTinG... HaHa... My YouNgeR BroTheR AlwaYs UsE ComPuTeR @ NItE anD FinISh UsIng TiLL LaTe NiTe... By THaT tIme... AlReaDY SlpIng le... hehehe...

I wEnt WIf TOngWHye TO MalAcCa For a SMall COmpETiTiOn... AgaInsT the StatE TeaMs TherE... VerY NiCe ENviRomeNt.. Gd FacIliTies... Only THing iS the RefEreeS tHEre Don'T liKE uS TaT MUcH... -.-" 1st GamE of THe COmPetItiOn... 8 playErs Frm Our SiDe... FOulEd Out... CaN U BeLieVe Tat? and We LosT 50 PoiNTs... moRaLe SO lOw sia... 2nD GamE beTTer... LosT by 20 SomETHinG.. 3 plaYeRs FoulEd Out... 3Rd GaMe... No PlayErs FOulEd Out... But We WOn By 50 pOintS... hahaha... OVeRall For The COmPEtiTIon.. THink EVeRyOne ENjoY THemSelvEs la... BuT I ReaLLy EnjoY MYSelF haha... Juz Tat... tHeRe's NothINg TO shOp For mY CloSe FReNs JialIn And YIngQi... SorRY LadIEs ~!!!

The TrIp toOk 6HRs To ReaCh The PLaCE We StaY... WheN We ReaCH... we'Re StayIng In a ApArTMenT... CouplEs ShaRed a ApArTMenT... SInglEs... of cos... Stay in One ApArTmeNT la... hahaha... And FouND OUT taT... JuZ ACRoSS tHE StReEt... TherE's No 24hrs GrOceries StOre... No SHoPPinG CeNTrEs... JUz.... One WHoLe StrETcH Of PUbs and DIsCos... Man... reaLly LosT Form Sia... JuZ ImAgIne... it's ABouT a FeW "MOhAmaD SuLTaN" Sia... OnlY NitE Time TheN GoT LiFe TheRe... WAh HahahA... TheN oKaY lo... We @ NitE Go Pub DRiNk on The 2nD NiTe... 1 TaBlE... We ORdEred 38 laRge BoTTles of TIgeR beER... hAhaA... CoaCh PaID tHe 1st 18 BotTles... WHile ROy anD I PaiD tHE Rest... DriNK tIll We ScaRed AlrEaDy... hahaha... ReallY FunnY Sia... AlMosT EVeryonE's FacE WEnT ReD In COlOur... hahaha....!!! On The LAst DaY... We WenT HomE @ NitE ArD 10plus... TrIp ToOk aRd 5hrs To ReAcH s'PoRe... When I ReaCH HomE is AlrEadY 4Am PluS liaO... tHEn FoLLowIng Day StIll havE tO WOrk Sia... NO TIme TO sLp... UNPaCk My StuFF tHen ReSt For a LitTle WHilE thEn TakE a Cab To WOrk Liao... BuT I din'T WorK MucH la... Juz QuiCKly Find A ChanCe TO Slp if i Can.. hahaha!!

TueSDaY Was The 1st Day OF NatiOnal TraIninG... WheRe The CoaCH Frm AUstraiLia CamE tHe TraIN us... If wAs A Gd TraInInG... The COaCH ASkeD us If We ArE INTeRestEd in PLayINg FULL TIME PROFESSIONAL ~!!!! I AM~!!! buT hoW caN I ComMiT DUrIng MY NatiOnal SerVIce SIa... WaD a DiSaPPoINtMenT... DUrINg The 1sT TraInIng I ReaLLy LEaRnT aLOT... BuT... I can'T Go On THurSdaY... Got SOmethIng On @ CaMP... Have TO StaY Till ArD 830pm Then Can LeAve THe OFFice... By The TiMe I reaCH the traIninG GrOUnd... I No NEed TO TraIn liao... SO i DeCIdED NoT To AtTend THe tRaInING on THursDay and GIf mySelF fOR a Gd REsT... As I HurT my THigH MUScLE On TUeSday TraInIng... Can'T BenD... anD WaLk ProPErly... SO PaInFUl.... ='(

HAiz... THis MTh Will BE a RougH WeEK To CopE... 3dayS NATIonAL TrAinINg... 2 DaYs SAFsA lehz... DUnO How TO Plan My TIme Sia... LiKE TaT No TIme TO ACCompAny My FreNS lIao... Can'T Go Out @ NitE TO HavE Fun likE ALwAys le... haIz... =
WeLL... ShaLL StOP HeRE le... WIll POsT AgAIN ONcE i Got The ChanCe TO USe The COm AgaIn.. HahA

TakE CaRe EveRYonEz... MisS ya GuyS
LOve ya ~!! haha...!! CheEr~s ~! ^0^

hello EVerYonEz... SoRrY... Din'T PuT Up a PosT ReCeNtlY... HaHA... CaUsE DiN'T GeT To USe The Com TheSE FeW NItEs... haha...

WeLL... NOtHinG MUcH HApPen ReCEntLy lA... BuT... Gd NEwS Is... I reCeIveD a LeTtEr Frm Basketball Association of Singapore (BAS), SaYinG taT... i'VE BeEn INViTeD to The NAtIONAl MEn'S TraInInG TraiL... haHa... NoW... AnoTheR ChaLLenGe Is Up... FIghT FoR a PlaCe In THE 18 Men TeaM... HaHa... TouGh ChALLeNge... BuT... i'M GonNA FigHT fOR All I CaN TO GeT a PLAce... EveN If I doN'T SeLeCtEd... At LEaST i'M SaTisFIeD TaT... i'Ve GIVeN All The BEst In The TraInIng... HeEHEe...

aNd... I'vE BouGht a Cd On FrIDaY @ HMV... iT WaS SAng aND PrODuCEd By GaRY, CAo Ge.... Wah lAu... His VoiCE... Is SO powErFuL... SO UniQue... OH My God... He's A sInGer... Tat MAkE My JAwS DrOpPEd... HaHA... Juz Can'T BeLieVe it Sia... SaD... TaT i'Ve MisSed HiS AuTOGraPh ConCERT @ CinELeISurE 330Pm THis AFtErNooN... Man... WaD A PiTy... BuT Bo PIaN la... lAST Nite ReACh HomE 6AM in THe MOrnINg... 7Am tHeN FaLL aSlp... And WokE Up 3pm... TheN SiaNz HalF le... haIz... NvM... GoT HiS Cd Is MoRe Then GD EnouGh le... =)

TO mY CloSe BelOved FrEn,
u'LL Be AlWays In Our HeaRtS...
AlwAys A VerY VeRY Gd FrEn Of uS...
We ReaLLy MisS u SO mUch...
GoD BLeSs...
ReST In PEAcE...
MiSs U ALwAYs...

i'm Back... heHe... Long TIme nO PosT le...

FInaLLy... DivIsion 1 LeagUe hAs FinAlly Come TO aN ENd To SafsA... Gd NEws iS... We REmAin In THe LEagUe... Bad NEws Is... WE ReMaIN THe SaMe SpoT As LasT Yr... haha... BuT aLL oF us HavE FUn... WIn anD LosE As A TeAm... TaT's All I HopE fOr...

We WoN TonGWHyE... By 12PoiNTs... EvEn We LosT... We StiLL ReMaIN The SaMe SpoT... So ARe ThEY... In The EnD... EVeRYOne Is A WinNer ba... haha...

TODaY... Juz CamE BAck FrM NATIonaL TrAInInG... CoaCH AnnOUNcE TaT... ToDay WilL Be His LASt DaY herE As A NATionAL CoACh... WaD A SaD EnDinG... Juz DIn'T ExPEcT hE'll LEfT so SOoN... But I DeFinaTelY LEArN ALoT AloT FrM Him... ReaLly... "COACH ~!!! THK U~!!!"

OnCe I REaCH HomE... JEnNy CaLLed... suRPRiSeD taT sHE CaLLeD Me @ tHIS Hr... But... JuZ dIn'T ExPEct... DIn'T EXPECT ~!!! SHe GaVe Me A BAd BAd NeWS... SO BaD...TaT I caN'T CrY... Juz A Big SHoCK in MY LIfE... JENnY TOlD mE OuR Best SeC Sch FeMalE ClaSsMaTe, YanPinG... PAsSed AwaY... I Don'T TReAt It As A JOkE... CauSE... JeNnY won'T TakE TIs KinD Of MAtTer TO JokE Wif... YanPinG waS SucH A HAppY Go LUckY PeRSon... How CouLD THis HapPen???... HOW ?! HoW??!!! UpOn HeARinG The NEWs... I reaLlY Duno WaD TO do... WaD's The ReAsON BeHInD iT... it'S StIll UNknoWn... Now... i'm Juz So SaD... SO SaD... All JeNnY, ALicE anD I Can Do... iS waIt....

GoD BlEsS All Of Us And TO u, YanPinG.

HM T_T

heLo... last friday gOt CLuBbIng @ Obar... FUn... BuT... StEveN "SaBo" me... MaKE mE DrInk Tis AnD TaT SIa... DrUNk Till I DuNo HOW I GOt HOmE AnD WhO SEnd ME HoMe... ReaLLy DUno WaD HAPPen... MoOn SiT ThErE SeE me DrInk... waH... Da JiE BuAy StEaDY... DUNo How TO StoP StEvEN De... -.-" " " HeRe'S a PiC WhErE We TooK iT LasT FrIDaY... BuT... beFoRe GeTtIng DrUnk... hahaha... ReaLLy HavE FuN LasT FrIDay... lEt'S meEt AgaIn NexT FeW FrIdaYs... HaHa...

TAkE cArE.
HM >_<

i'm back... wah hahaha.... -.-" " we lost to Eng Tat on Sunday Nite... knn... damn the referees whoare refereeing our game... curses... DUnO WaD The FucK TheY'Re DOiNG in The LasT 2Mins Of The GaME... We FighT tIll So HArD To GeT BacK @ theM by LosIng 3PoiNTs... haiz... KnN... SomETimEs... We HoR... ReaLly DUn HavE The LuCK sIa... NExt Time... The SAmE ReFeReE Did ThIS STuNt AgAiN... I'll ThrEw The BbaLl ToWaRds The ReF's WhisTlE... wahahaha ~!!! if I gOT the ChaNCe... i'll dO It~!!! MaN... i'm SUcH A JErK isn'T It.... haha... well... Juz TypE It Out HeRe OnlY la... I'm Not TaT CRAZY To Do iT.... hahaha....

ThInk i'LL End HerE Wif A PHRaSe WOrDs For ThE DayZ ~ hahaha... i quite liKe ThiS OnE...

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HeRe U CoME, AnD TheRe U Go,
TrEAt Me WeLL, aNd TreAT Me ColD.
I ReaLLy Luv U sO, How Can I LeT Go......

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WoHoo... This One NiCe HOr... haha... DUn PlaY PlaY NEhz... RomANTic oNe Nehz...
TakE CaRe.
HM -_-

si bei tired.... duno wad to post... so i'll juz post down this song lyrics... it's a nice song... if u wan the song... tag the board to contact me... i send it to u...
si bei sianz... so lost and tired... didn't expect tat i drunk last nite and get me to this state.... haiz....

take Care
HM -.-


Sang by Ne-Yo, song name is So Sick.
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Gotta change my answering machine
Now tat i'm alone
Cuz rite now it says tat we
Can't come to the phone
And i knw it makes no sense
Caused u walked out the door
But it's the only way i hear ur voice anymore
It's been mths
And for some reason i juz
And i'm stronger then this
No more walking round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Crying over U
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^chorus^
And i'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said i'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't i turn off the radio?
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Gotta fix tat calender i have
tat's marked July 15th
Because since there's no more u
there's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of u
And ur memory
And how every song reminds me
Of wad used to be
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^chorus^
tat's the reason i'm so sick of love songs
so tired of tears
so done with wishing u were still here
said i'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
so why can't i turn off the radio?
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leave me alone
don't make me think about her smile
or having my 1st child
let it go
turning off the radio
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^chorus^
Cuz i'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said i'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't i turn off the radio?
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^chorus^
Said i'm so sick of love songs
so tired of tears
so done with wishing u were still here
said i'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
so why can't i turn off the radio?
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^chorus^
And i'm so sick of love songs
so tired of tears so done with wishing u were still here
said i'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
so why can't i turn off the radio?
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heLlO EvEryOnez... ReaLly nicE taT U GuYs AnD LaDieS GoT CoMe VisIt MY BloG.... ThAnk U So MuCHx...!! CoMe By MoRe OFtEn K? I'll Try My Best To UpDaTe As OfTEn As I CaN.... HeHe...

I'm veRY TiREd... BaCK InJurY kEepS GiFinG Me ProBlemZ... DoC SaYs It'S a SLip DisC ToDay... If The PaIN GEts WOrsT In 6 WEEks... I'll HavE To CONsiDeRinG OF OpErATiOn... HEaRinG TaT Frm DOc... i'M sO SaD... SHoCk... ThiNkiNG oF THis.... SHouLd I caRrY One My NatiOnal TraInING.... i FOugHT SO HArD All THeSE MthS FoR THeSe AcHIvIeMentS... TrYinG TO KeEp Up... EaRn a PLAcE... ReAChIng MY Top PeAk... AM i ReaLlY NoT SUiTAbLe For PlayIng BAskeTBall... GoD... I'vE HavE SufFer LotS of ENcOUntErs... LuV... mY LifE... My INjurIes... WhY?! Muz I ReaLLY SUfFER to AcHIVe Gd ResULts? Gd LifE? gd ReLaTIonShiPs?... LeT Me TeLl U This!!! PpL May NoT BoRn TO Be A WINnEr... Or A lOSeR.... BUT ~!!! BUT~!!! PpL ARe BoRN Not TO QUiT ~!! TO FiGhT waD TheY beLieVe In... TaT's WaD i'm DO it RItE NOw... BLeSs ME.... i'm PRaYinG HaRD NiTe anD DaY... BeFORe StaRt OF BRaND nEw DaY... BeFOrE ComPEtItioN... i'Ll be PrayInG HaRD...

i'm ReaLLY TiReD TO FIgHT On... mY FrEns... My Luv ONes... AnD To THe PerSon WHo'S SpeCiaL to me... Pls Gif Me The StReNGtH To WIn THiS BATtLe... TaT I'll PraY... "AMEN"...

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TAkE CaRe.
HM -.-

hello again ~! It'S arD 2 WeEks siNce My lasT PosT le... WaH hahAhA... I'll TrY tO MAke It ShoRt AnD SWeEt K?

On The 2Nd ApRil... We WoN Our GamE AGaInsT Tungsan... well... EveRYone DiD Well la... JuZ GlAd taT... The TeaMWorK is TheRe... AnD... We StArtIng TO SlaCk DowN OnCe We GoT A Gd LeaD ThrOugHOut The GaME... TheN WHeN ApPoNeNTs ChaSe Up To A CLoSe LEAD... We'll StArT To PanIc anD can'T PlaY It Out... hahaha... BuT nVm... We'll MakE tHE nECessaRy ChAngEs If We HavE to...

ToDaY... We WOn our GaMe AgAinSt SinKeE.... i Was LatE foR The GamE... DUe To WorkIng TiMe... hahaha.... BuT NvM... EveN ThouGh PlayTimE is Less... As LoNG aS We WIn.... WHO CARES?! haha... We WOn As a TeaM... We LosT aS A TeaM... YeaH...

It'S BeEN aRd 4 Mths SInCe I waS NoMiNated tO TraIn Wif The NatiOnal TeaM... AnOthEr FeW WeEks MoRe... The FInaL namELisT Of The naTIonal TeaM... Will Be OUt... FeEl NerVous anD ExCitEd... haha... Who WilL bE the PpL Be SeLEcTed... EveN ThouGH i Don'T GeT SeLEcTEd... I knw I'Ve AlReAdy Gif My BEst To FIghT For A plaCe anD LeaRn EvERytHing I cAn...

ThInkIng bAck... Wad I'm DoiNG nOw... Is juZ... BaskETball... WorK... SLp...
abit AimLeSs Sia... WhEn I ORD... ConFIrM DiFFeRenT liao... hahaha...

TAkE CaRe
HM >_<

If one day you feel like crying...Call me.
I don't promise that I will make you laugh,
But I can cry with you.
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If one day you want to run away--Don't be afraid to call me.
I don't promise to ask you to stop...
But I can run with you.
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If one day you don't want to listento anyone...Call me.
I promise to be there for you.
And I promise to be very quiet.
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But if one day you call...And there is no answer...
Come fast to see me.
Perhaps I need you too.
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wad sia....

WAd sIA... tONiTE'S gAMe AgAINst TAGaWA... wOn bY 2 pOInTS oNLy LEhZ... HAHA....! bUt nVM lA.. WInNiNg iS aLWaYS fEeLS beTtER thEn lOSiNG mANy mANy tIMeS.... HAaHaA... bUT i ALsO dIN't PLAy mUcH fOr TOnITe's gAMe aLSo... pLAYeD aRD... 3MInS BA... oR sLIgHTy aBIt MORe.... wELL... bETtER thEn nOThINg... eVeN thOUgh I dIN't dO aNYthING... jUZ oNLy rUnNiNG up ANd dOWn oNLy... haIZ... aLSO bORiNG... eVeRy gAmE fINiSH pLAYiNg... FeEl vErY thE lOST lEHZ... DUnO iT'S lOW mOrALE oR SaD... Or MAyBE JUz vEry uPsET wIF mY pLAyINg tIMe BA... eVEn i pLAyEd FOr JUz a wHiLE... i CAN't eVen cONtRiBUtE aNyTHiNG... HAha... cOaCh sEe mE dIdN't cOntRibUtE... tHeN sUB ME oUT LE... wEll tAT's wAd I mysELf tHiNK lA... HAhaHa... or... maYbe ~!!! Juz MAyBe... My ExpEcTAtIon FOr My PerFormaNce Is ToO Much... Who KNw's... EVen I Also DUnO Sia...

This WEdNesDaY is Ivy's BirThday liao... i ConfIrM Can'T Go CLuBbing ON Weds NiTe de... I goT A GaME AgIanSt ChoNG Chee... and HavE tO WoRk and GoT naTIOnal TRaiNiNg @ the SamE DaY aLso... hahaha... Ivy... if u're WatchIng ThiS BloG... FOrGive Me k? wahhahaha...!! ThkX...!


Ah RoY... Colin... No MaTTer WaD... I can'T Go On WeDnEsDay To ZOUK de... So SOrRy Man...
So SorRy Ivy...! =)

HM>_<

Getting back on track..

damn man.... really have to get back to my usual self... even coach also say "where's the HongMing when i'm teaching Dover ITE..." " i can't see it anymore"... wah... hear liao... in my mind says... thinking back... "man... wad have i been doing?! coach is rite... i have to get back to my usual self... if not... i can't keep up... i've to fight for a place in the national squad..." i'm not going there to learn... but fighting for a place instead... somehow... coach triggers my thought la... can feel my motivation... and muz play well on Sunday's game against Tagawa...

coach: thkx...

really regret... tat... I SHOULDN'T have went clubbing last nite... knn... hahaha... think back also no use... happen liao... next day training totally can't concentrate sia... wah hahaha... haiz... happen already happen liao... juz get on wif it... next training have to do it much much better then the previous one... MUZ TELL MYSELF.... NO MORE CLUBBING ON WEDNESDAYS.... ROY ~!!! GET TAT?? hahahaha......! wanna make me drunk ah? put it on fridays ba... hahaha...!!

well... i'll stop here le la... to all ppl i knw... who has my contact number... call me if there's anything ~! hahaha.... take care...!

HM >_<

Angry sia...

tonite's game against tongwhye... i played for the 1st quarter... as a starter... mind set... to front parthman... do not let him have any chances to get the ball... not saying i "tua kang" or wad... i really put up alots of effort to juz front him... didn't include running up and down... knn... front liao... no help side sia... pcb... so pissed off... really pissed off... about the ending of 1st quarter... coach from outside... yelling @ me... "stick to him... stick to him~!!!!" knn... i'm trying to physically push him from the 3point line onwards lehz... knn... think it's easy ah... i still have to front him somemore lehz...

wif my back injury... fronting him... damn... enduring the pain while doing it... on the court thinking... "why am i doing this?!" "wad am i doing this for?! for who?!" "juz to win ~! as i dun wan our training efforts to be wasted... we can do this ~!" "nothing else... cause i so wanted to win every game i played in the NBL division".... 1st quarter ends... kana yelled by coach... "stick and front him ~!!! wad are u doing out there?!" hearing coach said this... i juz walked away and sit down... i knw it's not rite... but i can't say back... juz sit down... and didn't played for the remaining 3 quarters including the OverTime... and lost 93 to 89... Game ends.... when shaking hands... same feeling came back... so so so pissed off... really almost almost cried out... haiz...

now i'm thinking... "why am i doing this?! wif my back injury... i can rest... yet i still fight all the way juz to win and have fun... frens kept saying... u still got a long rd to go... why risk it?!" in my mind "yesh... it's a long rd... it's juz a starting of it... to win for the team..."

HM.....

back injury is coming back again.... sadz....

today ah.... haiz... same thing la... work work work... about 10am in the morning... hide in other office to slp... too tired... duno why... after work... go home relax relax abit... online msn... noone to chit chat wif... mostly all set away mode... -.-" " " hahaha... sianz 1/2 sia... ard 730pm... went for safsa training... train ah train... when coming to play 5on5... juz started playing... one of my teammates... hit my lower back... wah... the pain was so intense... i can't even concentrate... really don't feel like playing... but i can't... not enough ppl... juz nice 10ppl... so i juz endure throughout the game... lucky.. juz only play 1 game... if not... i confirm can't take it... tomolo morning still have to work... then afternoon go hospital check up for my back liao... think have to refer back to therapy... otherwise... i duno wad's my condition also... now typing this blog... sitting down... also very very pain... really duno if the injury can try to heal up abit... then i can play for this coming Sunday's game @ SBC (Singapore Basketball Centre)... against Tong Whye... really hope the injury can heal up quickly... if not... think i've to play wif my injury no matter wad le... haiz... pressure sia...

Got a Quote for today... heheheh... here it goes... "You never lose by loving... But you always lose by holding back..."

HM

NEw SkInz....

YeAh... ChAnGe To A NeW SkInz... LikE It VerY MUch... ThkX EN NinGz~!!! My 80% BrOtHerz... hahahah~!

We LoSt TOdaY'S GAmE AgAinSt EngTaT HorNeTs Sia... KnN... EvErYOnE PlaY LIkE ShIT... InCLudIng MYSeLf.... AfTeR TaT GAmE... ShAkInG HanDS Wif Them... AlReAdy FeEl LikE CrYinG... cAUse... I DiDn'T PeRFOrM Well... NoT OnlY TaT... I FeLT tat... I caN COnTrIBuTe EveN MOre.... BuT I JuZ Can'T DO It... I ReaLLy DUnO Why... HoW I WisH I knW too... i ReaLLy WIsH... hAiz... ReAllY DunO Wad's GoNa HapPen @ tHe NexT GamE....

CoAch ANnOuce a News On THuRsDay NiTe AfTer NatIonAl TraINinG... SayInG Tat... AfTer The 1st ROuNd oF thE DiVIsioN 1 GaMez... The NaMElIst OF ThE NaTIonaL SqUaD WiLl Be OuT... Wah... I HeaR LiaO... BeGinNinG To HAvE LoW MoRaLe... He AlsO SaY TaT... ONcE U DrOppEd OuT... U Won'T Be GeT SeLEcTed AgAin.... -.-" " " Oh GoD... HoW To FigHT FoR A PlACe WheN ThEre's LEsS tHeN 10 PpL TrAiNiNg On THe CourT ITsElf.... No MoTivAtiOn... No ComPeTiTion... All I can DO DuRInG TrAiNiNg Is To TraIn HaRd... FIgHt fOr A PlAcE anD HOpE FoR ThE Best LIaO... =) JiaYoU JiaYOu...!

HM >_<

haiz...

hi ladies and gents...
Today, it's a boring day to me... i didn't work today... which means... i'm in office... but didn't work... juz slack ard... wonder ard the base... juz to "siam" my officer... haha... stupid rite? i also find it stupid... if i report sick... not worth it also... sure kana aim... hahaha... oh ya... forgot to mention... we've won the game against SinKee... by 14 points ba... i also forgot liao... when coach puts me on court... i also blur blur go up... paying too much attention on the ball and let me opponent slip through, and get a easy 2 point basket... wah lau... juz went up only less then 10secs... then happen liao... si bei low morale sia... haha... we almost lose out during the 4th quarter somemore.... our defense are slacking down... from leading 20 points, let them chase back to a single digit of 8 points... the lead of 8 points carry on till last 5mins of last quarter and we finally extend the lead to double digits le... hahaha... tat was such a close shave...

today's training ah... haiz... not much ppl lo... only 9 ppl training... morale is super low... no motivation... even though the seniors are encouraging each other... can juz tell from them... the morale is low too... but i juz have to keep on training hard... to fight for a place in the 12 man squad...

Competitions on Wed and Sunday nites.... Trainings on Tues, Thurs and Friday nites.... it's getting on my nerves... feel so left out... so lonely... when frens jio me out for a gathering... i can only say "sorry.... can't make it... got basketball competiton or training" F**k sia... no matter how well i manage the time properly... i juz can't seem to join them to have fun... to knw or concern ard wad's happening... how are they doing... or wad they doing recently...
when i'm finally free and i've jio them out... they can't make it or last min can't make it... i can't blame them... cause they've their own things to do... or i last min jio them is abit rush lo... haha... i think for now... juz see how it goes ba... when ppl jio me... i'll have to try my very very best to join them... juz hate being so left out... haiz...

HM

hihi...

hello to all ~ ~

it's a long time since i create a post le... and almost totally forgot my user id and password... lolx...

well ~ let's start from the 3rd game against chong yi... we lost ~! 66 to 62... knn... totally the same case as our last game sia... pcb... damn fucking du lan... juz really hate it lehz... same thing happen the 2nd time... F*cking fed up sia.... frm 1st quarter... kana scolded to till end of game... -.-"" made alot alot of unforced turnovers... till... the coach gave up on me... frm his looks of it... really can tell... i totally can't make... after tat game... kept thinking... wad's happening to me... how come i'm not playing wad i'm used to play... frens said, my way of playing has been change since my under 18 youth cup... @ 1st i don't believe... until i think back... indeed... my style of playing has changed totally sia... really duno wad's going on... wad made me change to a different style... well... now... i don't decide to change my play back to the past... i've decided to carry on wad i do best... let it be natural... muz think fast and do a gd one... hahaha....!

now... sunday's game against Home United, we lost too, lost by 16 points ba.... BUT ~!!! we made a gd team effort..!! why?! cause... everyone did a very very gd job in defensive today lehz... wau... i'm so motivated... in the court... i didn't think much... juz keep telling myself.... run run run... no matter wad... juz run... haha... somemore... i'm running wif a 38 degree fever... wau... super tired... feel so so so cold when i sit on bench... shivering cold... hehehe.... reach home liao... wa... fever still there.... duno can work on Monday or not lehz... sianz... haha... think have to sweat it out on Monday nite le... go for a jog or something liao... lolx... well... tat's all for now la... duno still can say wad le... if fall sick tomolo... wah... power liao... hahaha....

HM

yeah.... we won....

yesh.... we've won tonite... we've finally won our 1st game... no star players.... everyone contributed! A very very very great team effort...! i juz glad we've won... even though i didn't contribute much... wish to contribute more... but... nvm... i'll try harder next time... and i'm not even my normal myself today... i knw wad happen... but juz dun wish to type it out here.... it's not concerning the game tonite... it's juz other stuff la... lolx... so... i rather swollow it myself... hehehe...

wanna use this chance to gif a shoutout to 2 of my seniors...

JiaRen and Parthman: Really wanna thank both of u guys, for sparing me a pair of shoes... i'll cherish it wif all my mite... every game i've played, every sweat, every moment, i'll remember tat, wifout the 2 of u... i won't be able to perform better in the games. i've really learnt alot... i'll work hard and play hard, THANK U~!

HM

i've Played like fuck tonite...!

Today's Safsa 1st game... lost to tagawa by 2 points.... 61 to 63....
i really played like shit today... can't even get my fren's pass properly...
can't shoot properly... no stamina.... NOTHING ~!!!! PCB ~!!!! FUCKING HELL!!!
WAD THE FUCK HAVE I BEEN DOING ALL THESE TRAINING~!!! KNN... PCB.... FUCK FUCK FUCK ~!!!!!

ALL MY EFFORTS PUT IN THE SAFSA AND NATIONAL TRAINING... ARE ALL SHIT ~!!! THINGS I'VE LEARNT... DIDN'T PUT IT ON PLAY.... PCB... 练球白练。。。 还练来干嘛？！
I'VE PLAYED LIKE SHIT.... I'VE PLAYED LIKE SHIT.... I'VE PLAYED LIKE SHIT.... I'VE PLAYED LIKE SHIT.... I'VE PLAYED LIKE SHIT.... I'VE PLAYED LIKE SHIT.... I'VE PLAYED LIKE SHIT.... I'VE PLAYED LIKE SHIT.... I'VE PLAYED LIKE SHIT.... I'VE PLAYED LIKE SHIT.... I'VE PLAYED LIKE SHIT....

LIKE FUCK ~!!!!
HM

i'm back~

hi guys and ladies... hahaha... i'm back to the blog againz.... recently didn't create any blog... due to heavy injuries... hurt my rite knee... my rite thigh last 2 weeks after rest then... my left ankle juz hurt it on Sunday... damn... things were never been gd these few mths... but nvm... now i'm back... not healthy and well... juz recovered... injuries juz recovered making me feel very restless... and exert out any strength... see ppl playing basketball... i also feel like playing... so tempted... lolx... well... i'll stop here... will blog again tonite... if possible... hahaha!

ChEerS Everyone ~!
HM

this bball season... wif full of injuries....

sianz ~!!!! sprained my left ankle today @ clementi.... play like... a blur blur cock on the court today lehz... pass wrongly ppl... pass overshot... dribble wifout the ball... then lay up~! step on my fren's leg during landing...! sianz.... can't move for 30mins... too painful to move... my frens slowly move me outside the court... then i rest there... and took a cab home... super struggling sia... totally sux...... pls pls ~!!!! heal up soon !!!!

HM

things happen on 080206

wad the hell man... today's totally not my day la... knn... my ID card spoilt... can't on the my computer without it... doing nothing all day... so dangerous lehz... have to "siam" my officers... otherwise they scold me for doing nothing... kaoz... it's not i wan de wad... juz tat my card spoilt i also can't do anything to bring it back ma... then lunchtime... i took a nap... well... it's okie u took a nap... cause it's our free time ma... so i took the chance to have a nap lo... then time flies... i slpt till 1pm... -.-"" juz nice... i was about to wake up... my officer come in to the office... and saw me slping... knn... he scold me upside down... wtf man... then i apologize to him... then continue my work lo... ( have to act in front of him la... bo bian... card spoilt) i receive a call... from my fren office... saying tat... my card is ready... damn... wad a wrong timing.... if he called earlier... i would've go look for him... no need to get scolding from my fu*king officer... -.-" " " damn....

juz really not my day... but i hope it get much better tomolo.

HM

050206

hi guys... to those who's viewing my blog...! thkx for supporting ! hahaha... Today Yew Tee CC totally quiet sia... only ard 12 ppl arrive today to play ball lehz... 12 ppl many mehz? i dun think so la... even it is... it's very quiet lehz... not like last few weeks... so many ppl... can talk shit and wad ever things... lolx... today before playing ball... go orchard walk walk alone... haha, from orchard CK tangs there... walk till... Somerset... then Suntec City... Crazy rite? but bo bianz... long time didn't have a gd walk alone... enjoying the crowding atmosphere... hehehe...! walking to suntec... join my aunt for lunch @ a chinese resturant... lolx... enjoying the view of Fountain of Wealth. very the nice...! too bad no camera wif me... otherwise sure take alots of pic de. then after lunch... my aunt fetch me back to lot1 then she went home liao... lolz. there's a song from 98 degress... i luv it very much.... here's the lyrics... the title is INVISIBLE MAN. if u wan this song... can msg me... i'll send to u. cheers.

HM
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You can hardly wait to tell all ur frens
How his kisses taste sweet like wine
And how he always makes ur heart skip a beat
Everytime he walks by
And if u're feeling down
He'll pick u up
He'll hold u close when u're making love
He's everything you've been dreaming of
Oh baby

CHORUS
I wish u look at me tat way
Your beautiful eyes looking deep into mine
Telling me more then any words could say
But u don't even knw i'm alive
Baby to u all i am
Is the invisible man

You probably spent hours on the phone
Talking about nothing at all
It doesn't matter wad the conversation
Juz as long as he called
Lost in a love so real
And so sincere
You wipe away each other's tears
Your face lights up whenever he appears

CHORUS

I see u all the time baby
The way u look at him
I wish it was me sweetheart
Boy i wish it was me
But i guess it'll never be

CHORUS

thing's happen on 31st Jan 06

hi guys ~ Gong XI fa Cai. it's been a few days since i update a blog lo... hahaha, sometimes really wondering if my frens got view my blog or not lehz. but nvm... there's always something for me to talk it out. I din't quite enjoy myself during the new yr... cause... alot things happen... and it's a very low mood for me this yr... -.- well... i wanna use this chance to gif say out somethings.

YQ: From the day we knw each other... i din't expect things to turn out this way. i really enjoy the moments when we're hanging out together for the past few mths... really... i enjoy ur company... and everything. i'll cherish the moments and the lesson i've learnt. and i hope u won't avoid me too. if u wanna avoid me, there's nothing i can do or say, cause i don't wish this to happen, even u wan me to gif it up cause i dun wish to lose a fren. Or when we saw each other outside, to me... it won't feel gd to juz walk away pretending not knwing each other. so come on ~ juz close frens... aren't u wan to be juz close frens or buddies during the 1st place? i'm not asking for much rite? if not... pls let me knw wad u wan or how u feel? thkx.

Jialin: hey hey Jialin ~ how are u doing ~!? hahaha... everytime see u online on msn... really dun have a chance to chit chat wif u... really could wish to knw u more... ONLINE lehz... now recently didn't see u online lehz... lolz... well... wad i wanna say is... it's really great knwing u, talking to u. really super no regrets knwing u... no joke ~! haha... cause seldom girls i knw are as crazy as u and YQ when both of u are together... hehehe! hope to see u onlinez ~ cya

HM

Gong Xi Fa Cai

Gong Xi Fa Cai....! hahaha... happy new yr... yet... i don't have the "feeling" or celebrating new yr lehz... sianz sia... muz be the loneliness conquers everything of it.... no company... parents and my younger brother going to malaysia... i'm stuck here alone... till wednesday.... sms some of my frens... they din't reply... or the message center was busy... YQ chat wif me in the afternoon for a short while then went out shopping... so gd...

so lonely...
HM

BORing Day....

so boring today nehz... work until 11am... slp until 3pm... handphone didn't rang... noone called... noone sms.... so boring... only thing i've sms is to YQ a gd nite sms nia... hope i din't interrupt her slpt during tat time... noone jio me out... so boring... lsat min jio fren accompany for a short chit chat session.... Nothing to say... looking forward to 3rd of Feb... a chance to go out wif her... hoping she'll enjoy herself during tat day... =)

HM

sianz....

today woke up @ 10 something... cause i'm on medical leave today... due to eye infection... duno why the medical officer wans to gif me 2 days MC... sianz 1/2... slack @ home... then go training @ paya lebar... when reach home... very tired liao...mentally is tired... but physically... still okie... hahaha... before creating a post... i've saw Jay Chou's MTV... "feng"... very nice and touching... if possible... get help from my frens to send me the video... hahaha....! i'm very lazy rite? bo bian...
tat's me... well... think i'll stop here... chinese new yr coming lo... WISH EVERYONE A VERY HAPPY CHINESE NEW YR.

HM

Finally...

got the chance to update... but recently... there's nothing much happen... same old thing lo... after work... go home rest... nothing to do then watch tv... stare the ceiling... super lonely sia... even though i'm used to it... but i still need company... well... everytime when i'm alone outside... i always think of this... when my frens, buddies, even my younger god-sis... even the person i luv... i'm always by their side... always be there for them... when i'm in need of company... who can i look for? i'm not saying they are not there for me... it's tat... when i need company... who can i look to? most of them attached... busy doing sch work... some not free... hahaha... maybe i think too much or wad la... today i've a swollen pimple on the back of my shoulder... so painful... can't rest on it... slping also got prob... keep coughing non-stop today... keep eating the strepsils also no use... sianz... think tonite will be another slpless nite le...~ =(

HM

not feeling very well....

last nite went drinking wif my primary sch mate, we drank chivas wif mix of green tea. i also duno how much chivas i poured in my cup before adding the green tea... think i poured a small amount only ba... @ 1st very nice lehz... super nice... then... ard 15 cups later... go to nearby coffeeshop toilet... walking in a zigzag way... even though i knw wad i'm doing... juz doesn't feel rite.... is tat mean i'm drunk? lolx... i also duno... i din't get drunk before... maybe i'm weak ba...
after coming out fro toilet... then walk a little bitz better... hahaha... after finish drinking tat bottle... we left... took a mercz cab home... reach home ard 4am plus... took a bath then time is ard 5 plus... lied on the bed... guess wad... i can't slp... till 7am in the morning i started to slp.. woke up @ 10am this morning... got woke up by the stupid radio....! damn... i tried to went back to slp... but i can't... too hot... and i woke up... worst... walking zigzag again!!!! then bath... help my auntie wif her work... then go play ball... RAIN AGAIN ~!!! sianz... slack @ lot1 mac for 30mins then went home... now having a slight fever... wif heavy headache.... help ~!!!!!! ='(

H.M

i'm back...

finally... my camp's exercise is officially over... waiting for this period for a long time... ard 4 days inclusive of today... lolz... work from morning 0800hrs to 1900hrs... wah... can die man... then din't go training today... no mood to attend... really tired le... last nite doing night shift... then come back in morning... Ronglie... sorry for not attending the training today. paiseh... today din't get to chit chat wif YQ for a longer period of time... cause she's too tired... can tell la.. chatting wif me, wif her eyes close... power... when she told me tat... i feel so guilty =p... quickly tell her to go to slp.. otherwise can't wake up tomolo. or woke up late... lolx... this time i'm prepared le... next time she beat me... won't feel anymore pain... cause... I'VE TRAINED MYSELF ~!!! I've GOT MORE FATS LIAO....! WAH HAHAHAHA....! NO NEED TO BE SCARE OF HER LIAO ~!!! let her beat also no problemz... lolx....

cheers.
H.M

yawnz... *_*

back from work le... so busy today... shit load of work... tomolo morning shift again... even more sianz... lolx, well since i'm back le... complain also no use... still have to report tomolo... cause tomolo was the last day of excerise liao..!

I hate Wednesdays... cause there's nothing to do @ nite... no programe... jio ppl also got problemz... haiz... super lonely Wednesdays... i juz hate being alone... bleahz....

CheErs
H.M

Morning ~

Today working on afternoon shift... so, i can create a new post now. hahaha.... but even though can woke up late, i still receive calls early in the morning! damn... so tired to receive it.... haiz... today also duno working until wad time... In the paper says 1pm till flying completes... wau...
really can't guess wad time can finish.

YQ: During last nite, i'm sorry if i talk abit harsh to u when u're about to hung up the phone... i really wish to knw wad happen to u and ur boyfren last nite. i've asked u wad happen... and u din't tell me, but it's okie... i'm not angry nor unhappy... it's juz tat, i dun wish to see u or feel tat u're unhappy or sianz sianz. Ur boyfren wans u to change... come on... why force urself to it? i really dun wan u to change... cause... i luv wad u are and who u are rite now. even we din't have the chance meet for these past few weeks... i really miss the smile on ur face... ur laughs, and we fight wif each other(well... mostly juz let u beat me, no chance to fight back cause u're a lady)... -.-"... lolx... Anything juz call me k? my phone's always on my left top pocket.

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back...

whew... back from training, but not really training... cause only 7 guys including me...

juz play play 3on3... then come home... today's life is so simple... juz tat i still left is a full time girlfren....! hahaha... then i can consider myself the most luckiest man....!

wah hahahaha....!

cheers
H.M

Back From Work

Today's camp 2nd day of excerise.... so busy from morning to changing shift...
tomolo working nite shift somemore...

juz reach home this time... put up a new post... then change of clothes... and go to safsa training... i'm quite surprise my ankle's not hurt already... think it's juz a slight twist last nite ba...

well... i'm off le... if training cancel... i'll come home and play game and post it new one... if possible. or see if got any programe or something ba...

to those who knw me... call me if there's anything.

cheers
H.M

ouchz... ~

today is the 1st day of my camp's excerise.... boring ~!!! so busy from 0730hrs to 1845hrs... -.-" after work... rush home lo... take cab... hahaha... then change clothes, go to yew tee cc meet my buddies for a ball game ~!!! yeah...! play play... when about to lights off...! juz about~!!! i sprained my rite ankle...!!! and dislocated my rite shoulder joint~!!! this whole thing sux...! juz sux hard ~!

really boring ~!!! but heck care... Tuesday got SAFSA training... muz work hard...!

1st Gd News ~!!!
Jet Li movie is out ~!!! this mth 26th ~!!! oh MAN ~!! i can't wait for it ~!!! WAH ~!!!
hahahaha....!
2nd Gd News ~!!!
One of my buddies passed me all Jay Chou's album CD lehz...! hahaha... even though i'm not crazy of him... but i certainly love some of his music tracks.. then i can transfer every song tat i love in to my ipod mini.

well...
think tat's all for now... will update again when i'm online!

CheeRs
H.M

my Stupid 1st posting..... -.-" " "

wad the hell....?!

i'm still trying to play wif this blog... Sorry if there's nothing much on it.
gif me a bit more time to figure out the function, etc...

for now... i wanna gif a Shout Out... To EveryOne who's watching this ~! hahaha...!
Show Me Some Support K?

thkx
H.M