i'm back... wah hahaha.... -.-" " we lost to Eng Tat on Sunday Nite... knn... damn the referees whoare refereeing our game... curses... DUnO WaD The FucK TheY'Re DOiNG in The LasT 2Mins Of The GaME... We FighT tIll So HArD To GeT BacK @ theM by LosIng 3PoiNTs... haiz... KnN... SomETimEs... We HoR... ReaLly DUn HavE The LuCK sIa... NExt Time... The SAmE ReFeReE Did ThIS STuNt AgAiN... I'll ThrEw The BbaLl ToWaRds The ReF's WhisTlE... wahahaha ~!!! if I gOT the ChaNCe... i'll dO It~!!! MaN... i'm SUcH A JErK isn'T It.... haha... well... Juz TypE It Out HeRe OnlY la... I'm Not TaT CRAZY To Do iT.... hahaha....

ThInk i'LL End HerE Wif A PHRaSe WOrDs For ThE DayZ ~ hahaha... i quite liKe ThiS OnE...

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HeRe U CoME, AnD TheRe U Go,
TrEAt Me WeLL, aNd TreAT Me ColD.
I ReaLLy Luv U sO, How Can I LeT Go......

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WoHoo... This One NiCe HOr... haha... DUn PlaY PlaY NEhz... RomANTic oNe Nehz...
TakE CaRe.
HM -_-

si bei tired.... duno wad to post... so i'll juz post down this song lyrics... it's a nice song... if u wan the song... tag the board to contact me... i send it to u...
si bei sianz... so lost and tired... didn't expect tat i drunk last nite and get me to this state.... haiz....

take Care
HM -.-


Sang by Ne-Yo, song name is So Sick.
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Gotta change my answering machine
Now tat i'm alone
Cuz rite now it says tat we
Can't come to the phone
And i knw it makes no sense
Caused u walked out the door
But it's the only way i hear ur voice anymore
It's been mths
And for some reason i juz
And i'm stronger then this
No more walking round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Crying over U
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^chorus^
And i'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said i'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't i turn off the radio?
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Gotta fix tat calender i have
tat's marked July 15th
Because since there's no more u
there's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of u
And ur memory
And how every song reminds me
Of wad used to be
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^chorus^
tat's the reason i'm so sick of love songs
so tired of tears
so done with wishing u were still here
said i'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
so why can't i turn off the radio?
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leave me alone
don't make me think about her smile
or having my 1st child
let it go
turning off the radio
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^chorus^
Cuz i'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said i'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't i turn off the radio?
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^chorus^
Said i'm so sick of love songs
so tired of tears
so done with wishing u were still here
said i'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
so why can't i turn off the radio?
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^chorus^
And i'm so sick of love songs
so tired of tears so done with wishing u were still here
said i'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
so why can't i turn off the radio?
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heLlO EvEryOnez... ReaLly nicE taT U GuYs AnD LaDieS GoT CoMe VisIt MY BloG.... ThAnk U So MuCHx...!! CoMe By MoRe OFtEn K? I'll Try My Best To UpDaTe As OfTEn As I CaN.... HeHe...

I'm veRY TiREd... BaCK InJurY kEepS GiFinG Me ProBlemZ... DoC SaYs It'S a SLip DisC ToDay... If The PaIN GEts WOrsT In 6 WEEks... I'll HavE To CONsiDeRinG OF OpErATiOn... HEaRinG TaT Frm DOc... i'M sO SaD... SHoCk... ThiNkiNG oF THis.... SHouLd I caRrY One My NatiOnal TraInING.... i FOugHT SO HArD All THeSE MthS FoR THeSe AcHIvIeMentS... TrYinG TO KeEp Up... EaRn a PLAcE... ReAChIng MY Top PeAk... AM i ReaLlY NoT SUiTAbLe For PlayIng BAskeTBall... GoD... I'vE HavE SufFer LotS of ENcOUntErs... LuV... mY LifE... My INjurIes... WhY?! Muz I ReaLLY SUfFER to AcHIVe Gd ResULts? Gd LifE? gd ReLaTIonShiPs?... LeT Me TeLl U This!!! PpL May NoT BoRn TO Be A WINnEr... Or A lOSeR.... BUT ~!!! BUT~!!! PpL ARe BoRN Not TO QUiT ~!! TO FiGhT waD TheY beLieVe In... TaT's WaD i'm DO it RItE NOw... BLeSs ME.... i'm PRaYinG HaRD NiTe anD DaY... BeFORe StaRt OF BRaND nEw DaY... BeFOrE ComPEtItioN... i'Ll be PrayInG HaRD...

i'm ReaLLY TiReD TO FIgHT On... mY FrEns... My Luv ONes... AnD To THe PerSon WHo'S SpeCiaL to me... Pls Gif Me The StReNGtH To WIn THiS BATtLe... TaT I'll PraY... "AMEN"...

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TAkE CaRe.
HM -.-

hello again ~! It'S arD 2 WeEks siNce My lasT PosT le... WaH hahAhA... I'll TrY tO MAke It ShoRt AnD SWeEt K?

On The 2Nd ApRil... We WoN Our GamE AGaInsT Tungsan... well... EveRYone DiD Well la... JuZ GlAd taT... The TeaMWorK is TheRe... AnD... We StArtIng TO SlaCk DowN OnCe We GoT A Gd LeaD ThrOugHOut The GaME... TheN WHeN ApPoNeNTs ChaSe Up To A CLoSe LEAD... We'll StArT To PanIc anD can'T PlaY It Out... hahaha... BuT nVm... We'll MakE tHE nECessaRy ChAngEs If We HavE to...

ToDaY... We WOn our GaMe AgAinSt SinKeE.... i Was LatE foR The GamE... DUe To WorkIng TiMe... hahaha.... BuT NvM... EveN ThouGh PlayTimE is Less... As LoNG aS We WIn.... WHO CARES?! haha... We WOn As a TeaM... We LosT aS A TeaM... YeaH...

It'S BeEN aRd 4 Mths SInCe I waS NoMiNated tO TraIn Wif The NatiOnal TeaM... AnOthEr FeW WeEks MoRe... The FInaL namELisT Of The naTIonal TeaM... Will Be OUt... FeEl NerVous anD ExCitEd... haha... Who WilL bE the PpL Be SeLEcTed... EveN ThouGH i Don'T GeT SeLEcTEd... I knw I'Ve AlReAdy Gif My BEst To FIghT For A plaCe anD LeaRn EvERytHing I cAn...

ThInkIng bAck... Wad I'm DoiNG nOw... Is juZ... BaskETball... WorK... SLp...
abit AimLeSs Sia... WhEn I ORD... ConFIrM DiFFeRenT liao... hahaha...

TAkE CaRe
HM >_<

If one day you feel like crying...Call me.
I don't promise that I will make you laugh,
But I can cry with you.
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If one day you want to run away--Don't be afraid to call me.
I don't promise to ask you to stop...
But I can run with you.
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If one day you don't want to listento anyone...Call me.
I promise to be there for you.
And I promise to be very quiet.
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But if one day you call...And there is no answer...
Come fast to see me.
Perhaps I need you too.
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wad sia....

WAd sIA... tONiTE'S gAMe AgAINst TAGaWA... wOn bY 2 pOInTS oNLy LEhZ... HAHA....! bUt nVM lA.. WInNiNg iS aLWaYS fEeLS beTtER thEn lOSiNG mANy mANy tIMeS.... HAaHaA... bUT i ALsO dIN't PLAy mUcH fOr TOnITe's gAMe aLSo... pLAYeD aRD... 3MInS BA... oR sLIgHTy aBIt MORe.... wELL... bETtER thEn nOThINg... eVeN thOUgh I dIN't dO aNYthING... jUZ oNLy rUnNiNG up ANd dOWn oNLy... haIZ... aLSO bORiNG... eVeRy gAmE fINiSH pLAYiNg... FeEl vErY thE lOST lEHZ... DUnO iT'S lOW mOrALE oR SaD... Or MAyBE JUz vEry uPsET wIF mY pLAyINg tIMe BA... eVEn i pLAyEd FOr JUz a wHiLE... i CAN't eVen cONtRiBUtE aNyTHiNG... HAha... cOaCh sEe mE dIdN't cOntRibUtE... tHeN sUB ME oUT LE... wEll tAT's wAd I mysELf tHiNK lA... HAhaHa... or... maYbe ~!!! Juz MAyBe... My ExpEcTAtIon FOr My PerFormaNce Is ToO Much... Who KNw's... EVen I Also DUnO Sia...

This WEdNesDaY is Ivy's BirThday liao... i ConfIrM Can'T Go CLuBbing ON Weds NiTe de... I goT A GaME AgIanSt ChoNG Chee... and HavE tO WoRk and GoT naTIOnal TRaiNiNg @ the SamE DaY aLso... hahaha... Ivy... if u're WatchIng ThiS BloG... FOrGive Me k? wahhahaha...!! ThkX...!


Ah RoY... Colin... No MaTTer WaD... I can'T Go On WeDnEsDay To ZOUK de... So SOrRy Man...
So SorRy Ivy...! =)

HM>_<

Getting back on track..

damn man.... really have to get back to my usual self... even coach also say "where's the HongMing when i'm teaching Dover ITE..." " i can't see it anymore"... wah... hear liao... in my mind says... thinking back... "man... wad have i been doing?! coach is rite... i have to get back to my usual self... if not... i can't keep up... i've to fight for a place in the national squad..." i'm not going there to learn... but fighting for a place instead... somehow... coach triggers my thought la... can feel my motivation... and muz play well on Sunday's game against Tagawa...

coach: thkx...

really regret... tat... I SHOULDN'T have went clubbing last nite... knn... hahaha... think back also no use... happen liao... next day training totally can't concentrate sia... wah hahaha... haiz... happen already happen liao... juz get on wif it... next training have to do it much much better then the previous one... MUZ TELL MYSELF.... NO MORE CLUBBING ON WEDNESDAYS.... ROY ~!!! GET TAT?? hahahaha......! wanna make me drunk ah? put it on fridays ba... hahaha...!!

well... i'll stop here le la... to all ppl i knw... who has my contact number... call me if there's anything ~! hahaha.... take care...!

HM >_<

Angry sia...

tonite's game against tongwhye... i played for the 1st quarter... as a starter... mind set... to front parthman... do not let him have any chances to get the ball... not saying i "tua kang" or wad... i really put up alots of effort to juz front him... didn't include running up and down... knn... front liao... no help side sia... pcb... so pissed off... really pissed off... about the ending of 1st quarter... coach from outside... yelling @ me... "stick to him... stick to him~!!!!" knn... i'm trying to physically push him from the 3point line onwards lehz... knn... think it's easy ah... i still have to front him somemore lehz...

wif my back injury... fronting him... damn... enduring the pain while doing it... on the court thinking... "why am i doing this?!" "wad am i doing this for?! for who?!" "juz to win ~! as i dun wan our training efforts to be wasted... we can do this ~!" "nothing else... cause i so wanted to win every game i played in the NBL division".... 1st quarter ends... kana yelled by coach... "stick and front him ~!!! wad are u doing out there?!" hearing coach said this... i juz walked away and sit down... i knw it's not rite... but i can't say back... juz sit down... and didn't played for the remaining 3 quarters including the OverTime... and lost 93 to 89... Game ends.... when shaking hands... same feeling came back... so so so pissed off... really almost almost cried out... haiz...

now i'm thinking... "why am i doing this?! wif my back injury... i can rest... yet i still fight all the way juz to win and have fun... frens kept saying... u still got a long rd to go... why risk it?!" in my mind "yesh... it's a long rd... it's juz a starting of it... to win for the team..."

HM.....

back injury is coming back again.... sadz....

today ah.... haiz... same thing la... work work work... about 10am in the morning... hide in other office to slp... too tired... duno why... after work... go home relax relax abit... online msn... noone to chit chat wif... mostly all set away mode... -.-" " " hahaha... sianz 1/2 sia... ard 730pm... went for safsa training... train ah train... when coming to play 5on5... juz started playing... one of my teammates... hit my lower back... wah... the pain was so intense... i can't even concentrate... really don't feel like playing... but i can't... not enough ppl... juz nice 10ppl... so i juz endure throughout the game... lucky.. juz only play 1 game... if not... i confirm can't take it... tomolo morning still have to work... then afternoon go hospital check up for my back liao... think have to refer back to therapy... otherwise... i duno wad's my condition also... now typing this blog... sitting down... also very very pain... really duno if the injury can try to heal up abit... then i can play for this coming Sunday's game @ SBC (Singapore Basketball Centre)... against Tong Whye... really hope the injury can heal up quickly... if not... think i've to play wif my injury no matter wad le... haiz... pressure sia...

Got a Quote for today... heheheh... here it goes... "You never lose by loving... But you always lose by holding back..."

HM

NEw SkInz....

YeAh... ChAnGe To A NeW SkInz... LikE It VerY MUch... ThkX EN NinGz~!!! My 80% BrOtHerz... hahahah~!

We LoSt TOdaY'S GAmE AgAinSt EngTaT HorNeTs Sia... KnN... EvErYOnE PlaY LIkE ShIT... InCLudIng MYSeLf.... AfTeR TaT GAmE... ShAkInG HanDS Wif Them... AlReAdy FeEl LikE CrYinG... cAUse... I DiDn'T PeRFOrM Well... NoT OnlY TaT... I FeLT tat... I caN COnTrIBuTe EveN MOre.... BuT I JuZ Can'T DO It... I ReaLLy DUnO Why... HoW I WisH I knW too... i ReaLLy WIsH... hAiz... ReAllY DunO Wad's GoNa HapPen @ tHe NexT GamE....

CoAch ANnOuce a News On THuRsDay NiTe AfTer NatIonAl TraINinG... SayInG Tat... AfTer The 1st ROuNd oF thE DiVIsioN 1 GaMez... The NaMElIst OF ThE NaTIonaL SqUaD WiLl Be OuT... Wah... I HeaR LiaO... BeGinNinG To HAvE LoW MoRaLe... He AlsO SaY TaT... ONcE U DrOppEd OuT... U Won'T Be GeT SeLEcTed AgAin.... -.-" " " Oh GoD... HoW To FigHT FoR A PlACe WheN ThEre's LEsS tHeN 10 PpL TrAiNiNg On THe CourT ITsElf.... No MoTivAtiOn... No ComPeTiTion... All I can DO DuRInG TrAiNiNg Is To TraIn HaRd... FIgHt fOr A PlAcE anD HOpE FoR ThE Best LIaO... =) JiaYoU JiaYOu...!

HM >_<

haiz...

hi ladies and gents...
Today, it's a boring day to me... i didn't work today... which means... i'm in office... but didn't work... juz slack ard... wonder ard the base... juz to "siam" my officer... haha... stupid rite? i also find it stupid... if i report sick... not worth it also... sure kana aim... hahaha... oh ya... forgot to mention... we've won the game against SinKee... by 14 points ba... i also forgot liao... when coach puts me on court... i also blur blur go up... paying too much attention on the ball and let me opponent slip through, and get a easy 2 point basket... wah lau... juz went up only less then 10secs... then happen liao... si bei low morale sia... haha... we almost lose out during the 4th quarter somemore.... our defense are slacking down... from leading 20 points, let them chase back to a single digit of 8 points... the lead of 8 points carry on till last 5mins of last quarter and we finally extend the lead to double digits le... hahaha... tat was such a close shave...

today's training ah... haiz... not much ppl lo... only 9 ppl training... morale is super low... no motivation... even though the seniors are encouraging each other... can juz tell from them... the morale is low too... but i juz have to keep on training hard... to fight for a place in the 12 man squad...

Competitions on Wed and Sunday nites.... Trainings on Tues, Thurs and Friday nites.... it's getting on my nerves... feel so left out... so lonely... when frens jio me out for a gathering... i can only say "sorry.... can't make it... got basketball competiton or training" F**k sia... no matter how well i manage the time properly... i juz can't seem to join them to have fun... to knw or concern ard wad's happening... how are they doing... or wad they doing recently...
when i'm finally free and i've jio them out... they can't make it or last min can't make it... i can't blame them... cause they've their own things to do... or i last min jio them is abit rush lo... haha... i think for now... juz see how it goes ba... when ppl jio me... i'll have to try my very very best to join them... juz hate being so left out... haiz...

HM

hihi...

hello to all ~ ~

it's a long time since i create a post le... and almost totally forgot my user id and password... lolx...

well ~ let's start from the 3rd game against chong yi... we lost ~! 66 to 62... knn... totally the same case as our last game sia... pcb... damn fucking du lan... juz really hate it lehz... same thing happen the 2nd time... F*cking fed up sia.... frm 1st quarter... kana scolded to till end of game... -.-"" made alot alot of unforced turnovers... till... the coach gave up on me... frm his looks of it... really can tell... i totally can't make... after tat game... kept thinking... wad's happening to me... how come i'm not playing wad i'm used to play... frens said, my way of playing has been change since my under 18 youth cup... @ 1st i don't believe... until i think back... indeed... my style of playing has changed totally sia... really duno wad's going on... wad made me change to a different style... well... now... i don't decide to change my play back to the past... i've decided to carry on wad i do best... let it be natural... muz think fast and do a gd one... hahaha....!

now... sunday's game against Home United, we lost too, lost by 16 points ba.... BUT ~!!! we made a gd team effort..!! why?! cause... everyone did a very very gd job in defensive today lehz... wau... i'm so motivated... in the court... i didn't think much... juz keep telling myself.... run run run... no matter wad... juz run... haha... somemore... i'm running wif a 38 degree fever... wau... super tired... feel so so so cold when i sit on bench... shivering cold... hehehe.... reach home liao... wa... fever still there.... duno can work on Monday or not lehz... sianz... haha... think have to sweat it out on Monday nite le... go for a jog or something liao... lolx... well... tat's all for now la... duno still can say wad le... if fall sick tomolo... wah... power liao... hahaha....

HM

yeah.... we won....

yesh.... we've won tonite... we've finally won our 1st game... no star players.... everyone contributed! A very very very great team effort...! i juz glad we've won... even though i didn't contribute much... wish to contribute more... but... nvm... i'll try harder next time... and i'm not even my normal myself today... i knw wad happen... but juz dun wish to type it out here.... it's not concerning the game tonite... it's juz other stuff la... lolx... so... i rather swollow it myself... hehehe...

wanna use this chance to gif a shoutout to 2 of my seniors...

JiaRen and Parthman: Really wanna thank both of u guys, for sparing me a pair of shoes... i'll cherish it wif all my mite... every game i've played, every sweat, every moment, i'll remember tat, wifout the 2 of u... i won't be able to perform better in the games. i've really learnt alot... i'll work hard and play hard, THANK U~!

HM

i've Played like fuck tonite...!

Today's Safsa 1st game... lost to tagawa by 2 points.... 61 to 63....
i really played like shit today... can't even get my fren's pass properly...
can't shoot properly... no stamina.... NOTHING ~!!!! PCB ~!!!! FUCKING HELL!!!
WAD THE FUCK HAVE I BEEN DOING ALL THESE TRAINING~!!! KNN... PCB.... FUCK FUCK FUCK ~!!!!!

ALL MY EFFORTS PUT IN THE SAFSA AND NATIONAL TRAINING... ARE ALL SHIT ~!!! THINGS I'VE LEARNT... DIDN'T PUT IT ON PLAY.... PCB... 练球白练。。。 还练来干嘛？！
I'VE PLAYED LIKE SHIT.... I'VE PLAYED LIKE SHIT.... I'VE PLAYED LIKE SHIT.... I'VE PLAYED LIKE SHIT.... I'VE PLAYED LIKE SHIT.... I'VE PLAYED LIKE SHIT.... I'VE PLAYED LIKE SHIT.... I'VE PLAYED LIKE SHIT.... I'VE PLAYED LIKE SHIT.... I'VE PLAYED LIKE SHIT.... I'VE PLAYED LIKE SHIT....

LIKE FUCK ~!!!!
HM

i'm back~

hi guys and ladies... hahaha... i'm back to the blog againz.... recently didn't create any blog... due to heavy injuries... hurt my rite knee... my rite thigh last 2 weeks after rest then... my left ankle juz hurt it on Sunday... damn... things were never been gd these few mths... but nvm... now i'm back... not healthy and well... juz recovered... injuries juz recovered making me feel very restless... and exert out any strength... see ppl playing basketball... i also feel like playing... so tempted... lolx... well... i'll stop here... will blog again tonite... if possible... hahaha!

ChEerS Everyone ~!
HM

this bball season... wif full of injuries....

sianz ~!!!! sprained my left ankle today @ clementi.... play like... a blur blur cock on the court today lehz... pass wrongly ppl... pass overshot... dribble wifout the ball... then lay up~! step on my fren's leg during landing...! sianz.... can't move for 30mins... too painful to move... my frens slowly move me outside the court... then i rest there... and took a cab home... super struggling sia... totally sux...... pls pls ~!!!! heal up soon !!!!

HM

things happen on 080206

wad the hell man... today's totally not my day la... knn... my ID card spoilt... can't on the my computer without it... doing nothing all day... so dangerous lehz... have to "siam" my officers... otherwise they scold me for doing nothing... kaoz... it's not i wan de wad... juz tat my card spoilt i also can't do anything to bring it back ma... then lunchtime... i took a nap... well... it's okie u took a nap... cause it's our free time ma... so i took the chance to have a nap lo... then time flies... i slpt till 1pm... -.-"" juz nice... i was about to wake up... my officer come in to the office... and saw me slping... knn... he scold me upside down... wtf man... then i apologize to him... then continue my work lo... ( have to act in front of him la... bo bian... card spoilt) i receive a call... from my fren office... saying tat... my card is ready... damn... wad a wrong timing.... if he called earlier... i would've go look for him... no need to get scolding from my fu*king officer... -.-" " " damn....

juz really not my day... but i hope it get much better tomolo.

HM

050206

hi guys... to those who's viewing my blog...! thkx for supporting ! hahaha... Today Yew Tee CC totally quiet sia... only ard 12 ppl arrive today to play ball lehz... 12 ppl many mehz? i dun think so la... even it is... it's very quiet lehz... not like last few weeks... so many ppl... can talk shit and wad ever things... lolx... today before playing ball... go orchard walk walk alone... haha, from orchard CK tangs there... walk till... Somerset... then Suntec City... Crazy rite? but bo bianz... long time didn't have a gd walk alone... enjoying the crowding atmosphere... hehehe...! walking to suntec... join my aunt for lunch @ a chinese resturant... lolx... enjoying the view of Fountain of Wealth. very the nice...! too bad no camera wif me... otherwise sure take alots of pic de. then after lunch... my aunt fetch me back to lot1 then she went home liao... lolz. there's a song from 98 degress... i luv it very much.... here's the lyrics... the title is INVISIBLE MAN. if u wan this song... can msg me... i'll send to u. cheers.

HM
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You can hardly wait to tell all ur frens
How his kisses taste sweet like wine
And how he always makes ur heart skip a beat
Everytime he walks by
And if u're feeling down
He'll pick u up
He'll hold u close when u're making love
He's everything you've been dreaming of
Oh baby

CHORUS
I wish u look at me tat way
Your beautiful eyes looking deep into mine
Telling me more then any words could say
But u don't even knw i'm alive
Baby to u all i am
Is the invisible man

You probably spent hours on the phone
Talking about nothing at all
It doesn't matter wad the conversation
Juz as long as he called
Lost in a love so real
And so sincere
You wipe away each other's tears
Your face lights up whenever he appears

CHORUS

I see u all the time baby
The way u look at him
I wish it was me sweetheart
Boy i wish it was me
But i guess it'll never be

CHORUS

thing's happen on 31st Jan 06

hi guys ~ Gong XI fa Cai. it's been a few days since i update a blog lo... hahaha, sometimes really wondering if my frens got view my blog or not lehz. but nvm... there's always something for me to talk it out. I din't quite enjoy myself during the new yr... cause... alot things happen... and it's a very low mood for me this yr... -.- well... i wanna use this chance to gif say out somethings.

YQ: From the day we knw each other... i din't expect things to turn out this way. i really enjoy the moments when we're hanging out together for the past few mths... really... i enjoy ur company... and everything. i'll cherish the moments and the lesson i've learnt. and i hope u won't avoid me too. if u wanna avoid me, there's nothing i can do or say, cause i don't wish this to happen, even u wan me to gif it up cause i dun wish to lose a fren. Or when we saw each other outside, to me... it won't feel gd to juz walk away pretending not knwing each other. so come on ~ juz close frens... aren't u wan to be juz close frens or buddies during the 1st place? i'm not asking for much rite? if not... pls let me knw wad u wan or how u feel? thkx.

Jialin: hey hey Jialin ~ how are u doing ~!? hahaha... everytime see u online on msn... really dun have a chance to chit chat wif u... really could wish to knw u more... ONLINE lehz... now recently didn't see u online lehz... lolz... well... wad i wanna say is... it's really great knwing u, talking to u. really super no regrets knwing u... no joke ~! haha... cause seldom girls i knw are as crazy as u and YQ when both of u are together... hehehe! hope to see u onlinez ~ cya

HM

Gong Xi Fa Cai

Gong Xi Fa Cai....! hahaha... happy new yr... yet... i don't have the "feeling" or celebrating new yr lehz... sianz sia... muz be the loneliness conquers everything of it.... no company... parents and my younger brother going to malaysia... i'm stuck here alone... till wednesday.... sms some of my frens... they din't reply... or the message center was busy... YQ chat wif me in the afternoon for a short while then went out shopping... so gd...

so lonely...
HM